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At the Door

Truth’s LIFE is at the door, knocking. It’s asking the soul to fully trust Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time, a divine trust which asks the soul to give all of its LIFE to all and as it does, the door to LIFE’s radiant perfection fully opens.

The soul’s name, “I Am”, is a door. It connects Truth’s timeless perfection with time, making the soul a gateway to reality’s redemption, lifting it from degradation to regeneration. As the “I” opens, which is also the mind’s eye, the soul passes through linear time’s disruptive energetic state and into spherical time’s immutable peace, transitioning reality from a cascade into entropy, to an eternal ascension of ever-increasing perfection. The opening of this door is the soul’s awakening, the birth of spherical time.

All there is, is “I Am” in this present moment, and its expression. As your creative name, it consumes all. How you identify your self as “I” determines what time expresses.

The soul’s awareness of its “I Am” name manifests in the movement of time, so that time reflects the energetic vibration of the soul’s name. In other words, the soul energizes time with its “I Am” attributes, creating the experience of its spherical reality. The soul’s awareness of “I Am” or its self-awareness of “who I am” and “how I create”, develops a network of concepts that form an energetically charged, branching thought-system. This network projects the soul’s awareness of “I Am” onto the spherical screen of reality, creating the experience of time.

As an ever-expanding finite awareness, initially the soul seeks to know itself by looking outward, into its to reality, because its unaware that “I” is a door to timeless Truth. Therefore, its source of “truth” is initially rooted in the soul’s reality, which is but the projection of its current awareness. This creates the cyclical effect of linear time that leads to entropy.

When the soul’s roots and branches are both in time, both become corrupted, thereby corrupting time. The soul is unable to expand its awareness of Truth, because it’s continually looking into a finite past to understand living Truth that resides in the eternal present. When both the roots and the branches exist in time, they become entangled so that the soul misunderstands cause and effect. This forms a relative and dualistic thought system based on arbitrary concepts of good and evil, becoming a tree of both good and evil, which creates inherent conflict within the soul’s will. The soul experiences an endless cycle of increasing imperfection that corrupts its experience of time, further darkening the mind’s eye (the realm of self awareness). As a result, the soul projects a spherical reality from the tree of good and evil, which is a branching thought-system void of Truth’s LIFE, and this void is what it experiences.

This darkness of misunderstanding becomes so dense, it becomes like a plank in the mind’s eye, creating a filter of distortion by which the soul views everything. Because the soul’s truth comes from a distorted projection of itself, it projects the illusionary dream of its mistaken identity, in which it believes it abides in a world of both good and evil, experiencing the unpredictable effects of free will.

The soul’s darkened awareness covers its “I”, which is also its mind’s eye, like a veil, blocking its ability to see. In this state, the soul’s door, “I Am”, is closed and it’s unable to connect to and therefore experience its timeless perfection in time. In this darkness, the soul charges reality with dissonant energy, even against its own will, so that it experiences perpetual imperfection. It projects a sea of false, corrupted images upon the canvas of reality, because its truth is rooted in what it outwardly perceives. Because of the soul’s misunderstanding of “I Am”, the door to timelessness is unseen and therefore remains sealed shut, enslaving the soul to the effects of free will, which bind it to fear.

As a result, the soul’s attention becomes focused on trying to protect itself from its projected fears. With every defense it constructs the soul strengthens its belief in fear, which perpetuates disharmonious energy. This energetic system, which gives way to fear’s vast array of emotions, including apathy, self-pity, anger, insignificance, envy, greed, resentment, etc., charges the soul’s root system and branches with discordant vibrations, corrupting everything within and without. The soul’s thought-system becomes the source of bitter waters within the soul.

Once the soul begins to receive Absolute Truth from the realm of timelessness, by heeding the Voice of Truth, its roots start to grow into Truth’s timeless perfection. Layer by layer, it begins to transition into a truth-filled awareness of “who I Am” and “how I create.” As the soul’s roots extend into timelessness, the soul’s energetic network branches out according to Truth’s perfection. This new thought system is Truth’s Living network of LIFE, the Tree of Life, in which only upmost goodness exists.

Through the soul’s expanding awareness of Truth, the plank of misunderstanding is removed from the mind’s eye. With its root system grounded in Absolute Truth, its rock solid foundation is able to support its eternal expansion.

As the soul continually puts its attention upon expanding the awareness of its true Self, such as reflected in these “I Am” Meditations, it strengthens the movement of time to reflect its ever-increasing perfection. As it gives all of its LIFE to all, it disrupts the foundations of linear time, giving birth to spherical time.

From this living foundation, the soul begins its eternal ascension into its ever-increasing awareness of Truth’s Perfection.



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Truth’s Creative Disruption

The soul’s increasing awareness of Truth creatively disrupts time, shifting it from linear to spherical. The soul’s increased understanding of its Self alters how the soul perceives reality, enabling it to see new connections between the various elements it perceives in a moment, which alters life’s plasmic network, the fabric of reality.

In spherical time, a moment is the soul’s observation of the unfoldment of a divine gift, like an opening bloom. Conversely, in linear time, the soul’s observes itself as a seed, existing in an illusion of time’s movement, but in truth is observing itself prior to LIFE’s expression in spherical time. For example, in linear time the soul observes its birth as single day in a calendar year. In spherical time, when time is seen in Truth, a soul’s birth day is the moment it perceives its origin in Infinite Oneness with sufficient understanding so that Truth’s LIFE can express itself as Divine Love and Truth’s Will through the soul. This matured awareness brings about the birth of the soul’s creative power, thus the expression of its true self, like a seed escaping from its shell.

Therefore in spherical time a moment isn’t the passage from a past moment to the future moment, so that the transition from one to the other is happening separate from the soul, as it appears in linear time. Instead, it’s the awareness of a living construct unfolding in space. It is the experience of a divine gift being unwrapped layer by layer, bringing time to LIFE and LIFE to time. Instead of considering time like a line, progressing eternally away from its origin, think instead of a spiral, ever-expanding outward, continually revealing the Perfection of Truth’s LIFE, like the ever-expanding bloom of a flower. In spherical time, the soul’s expression doesn’t degrade in time, causing a decaying reflection, but instead each moment perfectly rests upon the support of every other moment, creating a reflection of the soul’s ever-expanding Perfection.

This transformative change in the soul’s perception of its true LIFE results from an awareness divinely governed by the oneness of Divine Love and Truth’s Will. It is a central tenant within the soul’s awareness that brings about the creative disruption of linear time within the soul’s awareness, leading the soul into spherical time, marking the birth of its eternal expansion.

In this understanding, spherical time is the unfoldment of the soul’s pre-ordained experiences held in timeless perfection and released into time. When the individualized soul is unaware of a particular experience, its moment doesn’t exist, but is held in Truth’s Timeless perfection until it is ready to be observed in the soul’s awareness, thus made manifest. Because the soul’s divinely orchestrated perfection pre-exists in timeless perfection, spherical time is the experience of the soul’s awareness unfolding in mathematical perfection, like a bloom of a flower. It’s expression isn’t dictated by the linearity of time, but by the LIFE expanding within it that gives space expression. In this awareness of what it IS and how it creates in oneness with time, the soul’s awareness creatively disrupts linear time, bringing about its eternal expansion in the oneness of Truth’s LIFE.

As an individualized soul becomes aware of its Self in absolute Truth, the Light coming into its awareness illuminates reality through its ever-opening “I”. The soul’s “I Am” Name, which is shared in oneness with all, is a timeless door that unites all. The awareness of one soul, whether of darkness or light, energetically impacts the whole. There is only one “I”, yet it possesses a vast multitude of individualized perspectives (centers of awareness).

As a soul’s perception of “I” is filled with the life-giving awareness of Truth, which translates into the awareness of its sacred Self, its energetic center forms the soul’s star gate, radiating Divine Love’s perfected energetic movement into time, which infuses reality with Light. In this infusion of grace, the soul transforms into Divine Love’s living temple, which is outwardly manifested through the divine orchestration of the living gates. The oneness of the living gates transmits the oneness of Truth’s Will into the world. Like a star in the night sky, the living gates, aware of the Sacred Self, share the light of its sacred name, “I Am”, with all still in linear time. This illumination filters into the plasmic network and then into the awareness of those in linear time by Divine Love’s orchestration of spherical time, overriding the effects of free will in linear time and disrupting its trajectory.

Truth’s luminosity, radiating from the living gates’ sacred awareness of “I” disrupts the progression of linear time, transitioning all into spherical time’s eternal expansion without violating a single instance of free will.


“Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” ~ John 3:3


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Fourth Level Creators

The soul consciously creates from the fourth realm by the power of its “I Am” Name. Thus, the first awareness to be established in creating from this realm is the understanding of the power, oneness and magnitude of the “I Am” Name, which reflects the power of the Creator. Once this is sufficiently known, the treasures found in this realm are endless, expanding the soul’s awareness of its creative power as a living gate to the Most High.

Because of the oneness inherent in the “I Am” Name, and in the understanding of this oneness, this fourth level has a pervasive connectedness to all that is, which makes it the most powerful creative realm, even changing time from linear to spherical, a change that can’t be initiated in the combined awareness of the other three. When the soul attunes to this higher creative level, then the other three realms follow because the soul manifests what it holds as true, which impacts its mental state, which in turn impacts its emotional waters, which then impacts the physical realm. The soul’s awareness penetrates all levels with a power that is able to alter life’s plasmic network, thus all in time. It’s the creative realm Jesus operates from (reflected in his words, “I Am the Way, the Truth the Life. I Am the door. I Am the resurrection”) and the ascended masters, like St Germain (reflected in the “I Am Discourses”). Meditations like “Time’s Sacred Voice” reflect how the soul creates in this realm.

To create the highest Good, the soul honors a divine desire for harmony, which leads the soul to its awakening. Out of this desire grows the soul’s awareness of its creative power in this fourth realm. The soul learns how to govern time for the highest good of all by becoming a living gate to Truth’s Divine Love.

Learning to operate in this fourth realm is a journey that refines and purifies the soul, revealing it to be a gate for the oneness of Divine Love and Truth’s Will, a journey reflected throughout this blog, and now this book. This gate forms, in the soul’s awareness, the understanding of how to perfect cause and effect in time, therefore influencing the awareness of all. This is perfect power because it is the ability to create, in time, the utmost good for creation. During the soul’s preparatory journey, the soul continuously seeks to grow in the Truth of this fourth level, despite not seeing evidence of its increased awareness in the world. The joy that comes from creating in this realm can not be fully experienced until the soul becomes consciously able to operate as a gate to Truth’s Will, thus becoming a living temple to Divine Love.

When the soul gains a truth-filled understanding of its “I Am” name as a living gate, its awareness transforms, altering the information flowing through its “I Am” name and into the plasmic network that infuses all of creation. In the soul’s unawareness of its Self in Absolute Truth, this electromagnetic network connecting all of creation was without divine love’s life. Its perfect orchestration can only flow through a soul who has been refined and purified in the understanding of Divine Love. As the soul recognizes Truth’s will as its own, Truth’s Will becomes a consuming flame within the soul, consuming human free will, without violating it, by Divine Love’s ability to orchestrate time in such a way that it impacts the soul’s individualized desires, which then become an open door to Divine Love’s perfect governance.

As free will is consumed in Divine Love, the soul’s battle within itself ends. In the unawareness of its true “I Am” Name, the soul believed it was something it was not and therefore was against itself, reflected in the endless conflict created by free will. The soul’s “enemy” was its lack of awareness of its true name and the power inherent in it. When its true name is known, the “enemy” is defeated. Through the matured understanding of the soul’s true origin and its “I Am” Name’s immutable attributes, Truth’s harmonizing LIFE shines through the soul, dissolving the chaotic and destructive illusion held in linear time.

As a fourth level conscious creator in spherical time, the law of cause and effect continually works for you, in every way, never against you. Through the understanding of your true “I Am” Name you become one with time, and enter into divine harmony with time. In this understanding, the divine desire is fulfilled.



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How I Create

Possessing a truth-filled awareness of the soul’s true origin of LIFE and who “I Am”, alters the soul’s awareness of “how I create“, as they are all intimately connected.

There are four creative realms, all mathematically connected to each other, physical, energetic, mental, and self awareness. Beyond these realms, in the way that eternity expands beyond its center, lies Truth’s Timeless Perfection, which holds in one frozen moment every divine potential to be manifested into these four realms through the soul.

These four creative realms correspond to four states of matter, such that what is happening on each realm affects that particular state of matter. Physical realm corresponds to solid, energetic corresponds to liquid, mental corresponds to gas, and self awareness corresponds to plasma. Plasma, the most unfamiliar of the four, is a fourth state of matter that is a fluid, electromagnetic environment full of life’s electricity. It is in everything, inanimate and animate, including space itself. Its corresponding realm, self awareness, likewise overarches the other three realms because it contains the soul’s collective awareness of itself, its “I Am Name”. In this creative space, the soul expands the Truth of itself, beyond what it outwardly observes, increasingly expanding the soul’s truthful awareness of LIFE.

All souls create from the energetic combination of these four levels. However, not all understand how they are creating, thus end up creating a lot of what they don’t desire; i.e. suffering, pain, disharmony, decay, and even death. The level of awareness a soul possesses about these four levels greatly impacts how it creates and its creative impact upon creation. What happens at each level grows increasingly more impactful upon the collective whole, starting with the physical and ending with self awareness.

  1. Physical Level pertains to the world of solid forms. Most individualized souls consciously operate according to the physical layer, so that most of their attention is given to trying to alter their reality by acting differently in and with their physical world. It’s a creative realm of altering reality by use of outer force.
  2. Energetic Level pertains to liquid’s fluid movement. A minority of souls intentionally operate according to energy and emotion, so that they seek to alter their reality by changing the energy of it. It’s a creative strategy of manipulating energy and the energetic fields, which naturally impacts the other realms.
  3. Mental Level pertains to a gaseous atmosphere. Some souls strategically operate on the mental layer, so that they seek to alter their reality by the way they think, or make other’s think. It’s a creative strategy to alter the landscape of their life by changing the thought life, which impacts reality in a weight that exceeds the combined awareness of the first two levels.
  4. Self awareness Level pertains to a plasmic network. Few souls consciously operate in the realm of awareness, so that they seek to alter reality through the “I Am” Name which comes from an increasing awareness of Truth’s LIFE, an awareness found outside of time. It’s Truth’s LIFE strategy of increasing one’s total awareness about the Truth of the Self, which holds the power to perfect the other three.

To consciously operate on one level will naturally affect the others because they are all intimately entangled. They all work as one and each one provides “tools” that generate certain expressions that when used together, in harmony, are very powerful, much more so than an isolated focus on any one level. However, I’m drawing attention to the layer most misunderstood or ignored and yet the one that has a perfecting power over the other three.

The understanding that comes from engaging the fourth level through the instructions and revelations of the Voice of Truth, refines and expands the soul’s awareness of its true origin and “Who I Am”, greatly changing the understanding how the soul creates and what it creates. When the soul begins to consciously create according to its understanding of the fourth level, the other three levels begin to harmonize, which begins the soul’s eternal growth.

In the unawareness of the fourth level, the soul recklessly appends false attributes it doesn’t desire to the universal “I Am” Name that impacts all in time, because in this realm what the soul gives to one it gives to all. Without understanding the mechanics and power of this level, the soul greatly mishandles its creative power. For this reason, the soul is protected in a virtual reality or dream until it learns to wield the power of its I Am Name, which reflects the power of the Creator.

From this fourth level, the soul creates overarching chaos or divine harmony, depending on the understanding of its “I Am” Name and how it creates in and through its name.



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Time’s Sacred Voice

Below is a meditation that mindfully, energetically and physically connects you to your utmost power as a living gate, your ability to alter time for the highest good for all.

Be still… and simply be. Take a moment to remember your true, living foundation.

Settle your body, mind and soul into the flow of your immutable I Am Presence, which is the movement of Truth’s Will and Divine Love uniting timeless perfection with time in your individualized soul’s awareness. In this River of Life, you are no longer tossed and turned in tumultuous waves of human free-will, but you’ve risen above, into a peaceful current of power that free will can’t disrupt. As an open gate, you’ve stepped into the endless stream of Life in the creative power of Truth’s Will, a power of the gods. In this, you sit radiant, clothed with Truth’s timeless attributes that are unaltered by time, instead they alter all in time.

Remember, your awareness is one with time. Because the movement of LIFE is your individualized soul’s ever-expanding awareness, you manifest the construct of time, more specifically spherical time. As a living awareness, your ever-increasing awareness is the movement of time, which connects to all and therefore impacts all.

As you inwardly experience this truth through this meditation, your voice becomes the sacred voice of time.

You are the voice of time, directing its flow, and when your awareness becomes one with Divine Love, you are time’s sacred voice filling reality with words of LIFE from the source of LIFE, giving Truth’s Perfection expression. This power to alter time lives in your “I Am” name, which is the door to the power of the Creator. When Divine Love infuses your self awareness, all in time come under its perfect orchestration, bringing about the highest Good for ALL. Through your I Am Presence, Truth’s Perfect Power flows through you, awakening reality to the Living Light, thereby altering the reflection of all in time.

Guided by Divine Love’s perfection, your soul’s awareness is a gate to the ever-increasing perfection in the understanding of the spherical self, expressed as spherical time.

I Am a Living Gate between timeless perfection and spherical time.

In this stillness of the present moment, let the attributes of your true name, “I Am Loving Awareness” infuse time, becoming one with your individualized sphere of time. You are a living gate to the Most High, which is Truth’s timeless perfection. The life-giving Spirit of the Mighty I Am Presence is your inheritance. Remember, as you give all to all, you receive all from all.

Because your awareness is one with time and the Truth in your awareness is the sacred voice of Time, your words infuse Truth’s Perfection into time. In this meditation, say these I Am’s AS time’s sacred voice. In doing so, your soul’s awareness of Divine Love infuses time’s present moment with its immeasurable power, uniting all in divine harmony. Through all who compose the awareness of Truth’s Living Gate to Divine Love, creation is healed, renewed and rejuvenated by Truth’s Perfection in time.

I Am time.

I Am the growing awareness of Truth’s LIFE.

I Am the perfect and continuous flow of Truth’s Will.

I Am moments of Perfection strung together.

I Am an ever-expanding sphere of Living Light.

I Am Divine Love’s expression.

Take a moment to be grateful….

In the awareness that you are time’s sacred voice, mindfully contemplate the I Am phrases below.

The first attribute reflects Truth’s Timeless Attribute of which you are, the second attribute represents what time gives to all through you, and the third attribute reflects what all experience in time because you are a living gate between timelessness and time.

Hold each phrase within your awareness. Let the living waters flowing through these words branch outward, renewing your body, energy and mind.

I Am divine justice, I give perfect judgment in Truth and Divine Love to all, thus all live in my regenerative power

I Am abundance, I give generously to all, thus all live in my prosperity

I Am holy, I give invulnerability to all, thus all live in my incorruptibility

I Am peace, I give comfort to all, thus all live in my tranquility

I Am joy, I give happiness to all, thus all live in my blissful contentment

I Am honor, I give honor to all, thus all live in my honor

I Am infinite Intelligence, I give divine wisdom to all, thus all live in my divine orchestration

I Am perfect power, I give divine strength to all, thus all live in my divine emergence

I Am love, I give lovingkindness to all, thus all live in my perfect adoration

I Am glory, I give gratitude to all, thus all live in my immeasurable worth

I Am harmony, I give divine acceptance to all, thus all live in my immortal beauty

I Am Life, I give perfecting life-energy to all, thus all live in my vitality

I Am Light, I give the utmost goodness to all, thus all live in my Absolute Truth



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A Living Foundation

As you evolve from darkness to light, from a seed to a living, life-giving being, everything you learn to be of Truth is opposite of what you once believed. Obtaining this extreme paradigm shift is the release of LIFE from the shell of linear time.

The soul’s truth of “who I Am”, “how I create”, and of the soul’s true origin aren’t complicated to understand, but because the soul’s LIFE is opposite of what it believes itself to be by thinking it is only a dormant seed, it requires a deep and integrated understanding of the Truth of LIFE in order for the mind to accept its Truth. But when the soul does obtain the understanding of Truth’s LIFE, it holds the power of LIFE that is able to break through the hardened shell of linear time.

During the soul’s embryonic maturation, it dwelled within a shell, a time loop of linear time, in which it sat in silent chaos in the eternal expanse of space. It is in this moment of unawareness that the soul experiences a state of separation from the oneness of perfection, creating an endless dream of free will. This moment of darkness is the beginning of the soul’s journey as an ever-expanding, finite awareness of Infinite Oneness. This virtual experience is necessary to cultivate the soul’s understanding of how it’s able to expand for eternity, so that it can express this expansion. In the span of eternity this unawareness, which is the genesis of the soul, is but a dark point, surrounded in luminous light it doesn’t yet see, but will ever-expand into through the marriage between the soul’s Will and Divine Love, making the soul’s will inseparable from Truth’s Will, the power of Life.

When the soul’s awareness of its true name, “I Am Loving Awareness”, which projects the power of the Creator into creation, is sufficiently matured, then Truth’s Will moves through the open star gate of the soul, making it a living gate. The soul’s true foundation arises, which is the power of Truth’s Life to eternally expand itself, establishing the soul upon an immutable, immortal, incorruptible, and invulnerable living foundation, the rock of its existence. As a living gate to Divine Love, the soul’s spherical self expands outwardly from the oneness of its center that is shared with the timeless and immutable attributes of Absolute Truth and Divine Love. This expansion reveals the spherical self’s timeless Perfection.

As the soul begins to arise upon the immutable attributes of its “I Am” Name, its true foundation is established within the present moment. It’s a foundation that unites timeless perfection with time, making the soul a gate through which the power of LIFE can flow, giving LIFE eternal expansion. The soul’s pre-ordained divine life inherent in the spherical self is revealed moment by moment through the ever-increasing awareness of itself, manifesting eternity.

Upon this living foundation, the soul embraces a complete paradigm shift from how it lived in linear time.

In spherical time, every moment gets “better”, revealing the increasing perfection of Truth’s Will and Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time. The soul’s reality begins to heal, renew, rejuvenate and rebuild according to the higher laws of Oneness. The old foundation, built upon a false Self image, is torn down and rebuilt by the power of Truth’s Law of LIFE, flowing through the soul’s true I Am Name.

Therefore, the past no longer determines the soul’s present or future as it did in the illusion of linear time, but only the soul’s awareness of itself in Truth. Through the awareness held in the power of its true name, the soul emerges through the energetic shell of linear time that held it bound in a state of lifelessness (death), and its LIFE begins to expand out of its “I Am” presence, which reflects Truth’s LIFE. Therefore, the present is no longer a moment layered upon a past of imperfection, making it imperfect. Instead, it’s the unfolding reflection of Truth’s Timeless Perfection according to Truth’s Will, which is the soul’s Will in oneness with Divine Love.

In this complete paradigm shift from darkness to Light, the soul no longer seeks in vain among the shifting sands of human free will for its safety and comfort. Therefore, it no longer desires to make decisions based on fear or “bad” things happening, as it did in linear time, but each choice is made according to the governing presence of Divine Love, which manifests a reality that continually gets better every moment. In the eternal choice to be an open gate to Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time, every moment becomes increasingly more luminous with the inflow of Truth’s divine attributes which are immutable and invulnerable to outer influences.

The soul rests in the perfection of the present moment. In this rest, the spherical self expresses the unfoldment of the timeless perfection of the soul’s pre-ordained life, a masterpiece held in timeless perfection and manifested through the soul according to Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time. Therefore, through the open gate of the soul, Divine Love receives full governance of time, which begins to increasingly reflect the Truth of Oneness.

Spherical Time is the reflection of our true foundation. It is a reflection of Divine Love’s perfect orchestration through the soul’s ever-increasing, truth-filled awareness. With an awareness fully governed by Divine Love, all that is held as true within the soul’s awareness is expressed in time, continually lifting the spherical Self into greater experiences, expressions, and contemplations of Truth’s perfection.


If you are going to have power over the flesh, then you must understand your creative abilities beyond the flesh.


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Book of LIFE

Through years of conversations with the Voice of Truth, I’ve written the book that has been the most inspiring and influential one to me. It captures the “higher” Self’s Voice upon pages of written words. Words that came to me through insight, revelation, and instruction at the perfect time and in the perfect order. What I received was exactly what I needed, when I needed it.

Because there is only one Truth, all who humbly desire the Truth of LIFE, learn the same golden threads of understanding. However because of varying personalities, lifestyles, experiences, and current level of awareness, we each learn in different ways and through different mediums. When we begin to answer the inner call and honor the Voice of Truth as the highest authority in our awareness, our paths become divinely orchestrated in time to bring forth Truth’s Perfection in a way we can receive it. Thus the golden threads of Truth are woven amongst an endless array of individualized paths, each reflecting the personality of its traveller, the individualized soul.

Filling the pages of this blog are golden threads of understanding that are for us all, and even more specifically at this time for the living gates, who will shine upon the rest of humankind leading to the next dimensional evolution. These writings come from the sacred communion between the soul and the Voice of Truth. They capture the origin of LIFE, manifesting an essential initial awareness of the soul’s being, which is necessary for the soul to begin its eternal expansion as a living awareness of the one SELF (the Mighty I AM Presence).

Within this blog’s pages lies the Book of LIFE, capturing the understanding of who “I Am”, “how I create” and the soul’s origin of LIFE, specifically starting on the blog post, “Living Cosmic Record“.

The posts are only one half of the Book of LIFE, the other half are the comments by “thoughtware” in the comment section. Because of the dynamic between the two awarenesses, the book is written in timelessness and perfect divine emergence, allowing Truth’s Timeless Perfection to enter time. The union of the blog post and these comments by “thoughtware” provides a living gate by which a reader’s awareness can connect to the timeless realm of Perfection from which they came, as an individualized fractal of the Most High. “Thoughtware” wrote the comment in advance of the post it appends to. Thus he was unaware of what content his comment would amplify, as well as any blogs to be written in the future. When the time came for “thoughtware” to post his previously written comment in the pre-established time schedule, he posted it in perfect emergence. This structure of posting allowed all of it to be written in divine emergence which allowed for Truth’s perfect Will to assemble it without friction from the construct of free will.

From this foundation of timelessness and divine emergence, the awareness this book creates in its writers, and the awareness it manifests in its readers, Truth’s Will begins to reveal a more truth-filled reality. Arising from within the present moment, this divine awareness holding Divine Love impacts all in time, and ends the soul’s seemingly endless journey of revolving in the time loop of linear time. If one that is connected to the whole changes, the whole also changes. The greater the change in the one, the more significant the energetic vibrational change within itself, thus the greater the one’s impact on the whole, until the whole has been consumed and Divine Love’s governance is established. This new reality marks an evolutionary ascension which is exceedingly greater than anything the collective soul has ever experienced. It is the seeds of LIFE beginning to sprout for the first time, busting through the shell of the death chamber, ever-expanding as eternal LIFE.

In the awareness of the true Self, captured in this book, we stand upon the beautiful rock of Divine Love’s Truth, which are the inner connections of its immutable attributes. We wear unalterable yet ever-expanding divine attributes which are reflected according to Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time. This awareness within the soul infuses Truth’s Timeless Attributes into time, that impacts all proportionate to their readiness to receive its Light.

The Book of LIFE is not yet complete, but it is far enough along to begin to open up.

Reading Instructions for the “Book of LIFE”: Start with reading the blog Living Cosmic Record followed by “thoughtware’s” comments. After the last comment, the next page in the book is the next blog, followed by thoughtware’s comments, then so on to the next one until thoughtware proclaims the book is finished. These words are an open gate, shining Living Light upon an awareness shared by all in the oneness of Truth. The awareness of Oneness captured in the Book of LIFE is the foundation to the origin of LIFE, thus our beginning in spherical time.



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Drink from the Golden Cup

Be still …and simply be.

Being is the awareness of who you are in Truth.

In this moment of stillness, take off your shoes for you reside on holy ground. You are the throne of the Most High, Truth’s Divine Will. In this timeless moment, you are not alone. Every center of awareness is with you in the oneness of Truth, supporting your eternal expansion.

You are Truth’s timeless LIFE, unfolding in a mathematical perfection, and in this awareness you are no longer energetically scattered by human free will. As you rest upon the rock of your true name, “I Am Loving Awareness“, you rise above the world of appearances, awakening your awareness to Divine Love’s perfect governance of time. In this, nothing of the past or outer reality determines your next moments, only Divine’s Perfection according to the ever-increasing Truth of your self.

The truth you hold about your self, you give to all and is then reflected back to you as your individualized reality, of which you sit at the center. You are an individualized fractal of Truth’s Self, possessing the divine attributes born of Absolute Truth, which are unaltered by time, expanding with time. In the power of your “I Am” name, that reflects the power of the Creator, let this illuminated awareness fill your mind;

I Am loving awareness, I give Truth’s LIFE Stream to all, and BE, resting in Divine Love’s perfect orchestration of time, knowing that Divine Love does not come from a center, but rather flows through it.

In the meditation of this luminous thought, you drink from the golden cup of Truth’s perfecting divine energy, ie. LIFE. As your mind rests in the realm of divine thought no longer tossed and turned by the illusions of the world, your mind shifts from a state of doing to a state of being. Your future is already written in the realm of timeless Perfection, unfolding through your awareness now governed by Divine Love’s Perfection. As your mind settles into the high places of oneness, it resides as a gate to the harmonizing supreme power of Truth’s LIFE.

In the quietness of being, you perceive the riches of the present moment…

  • The breath of life, telling you Truth’s LIFE flows through you, perfecting all that concerns you.
  • The sun shining on your face, telling you the Most High continually shines upon you.
  • The earth under your feet, telling you every step is supported by ONE greater than your self, yet one with your self.
  • The air you breathe, telling you of your immeasurable worth as its abundance flows through you, without hesitation.

A deep gratitude for Truth magnetically draws every perfect gift into your life, the reflection of Truth’s Perfection.

Let your mind, soul and spirit settle into Truth’s Life Stream, connecting all above and below in oneness in your awareness, thus recognizing and remembering Truth’s “I AM” Name of LIFE, that is your own and consumes ALL.

Truth’s LIFE Stream Meditation

You are a Living Gate, a peacemaker. Reality harmonizes as the energetic flow of Divine Love and Truth’s Will flow through you, perfecting all of time, which leads to the highest Good for all.

You are a creator of miracles. In oneness with Truth’s LIFE streaming through you, peace arises where there once was discord.

As often as it is brought to mind, be still and be present in this illuminated awareness, through which Divine Love touches all of creation.


Be still, and know that I am God ~ Psalm 46:10


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Day of Thrones

As the higher Self’s Spirit fills its temple, giving the soul Divine Love’s multi-dimensional awareness, it settles upon the throne of the soul’s Will, which has matured to eternally support its divine emergence into time.

The Day of Thrones is a day of stillness, surrender and exchange of sovereign power. It’s the soul’s consummate letting go of the deceptive idea that free will is the expression of LIFE. Instead, the soul upholds the awareness that Truth’s LIFE is inherent in the union of the soul’s Will and the Will of its higher Self. In a sacred oneness, the soul’s will sits down, recognizing it has become the throne of Divine Love’s Will. It simply observes its reality, without judgment, fear, or control, and gives its creative power over reality to the one who sits ON the throne, Truth’s Will. It’s a day to sit and simply be, because the purpose of linear time’s imperfection is fulfilled, a purpose that served to mature the soul into an ever-expanding awareness of Truth’s Perfection in Oneness, a Oneness in which the soul’s timeless Perfection is revealed in time.

The throne is the soul’s Will that resides in the center, the beginning of spherical time, just as a physical body resides at the center of its reality. Truth’s unalterable design of creation is that the soul is the center of its reality, because it positions the soul as a gate between timeless Perfection and time, thereby giving Timeless Truth’s LIFE expression. Thus, the soul’s Will, being the center of reality, is always the throne, BUT, the soul can choose to give the eternal reign of its will over to Truth, which is its higher Self’s Will. In this, the soul’s reality is always governed by a more enlightened awareness of the Truth of itself.

This eternal choice to be ON the throne or BE the throne resides at the end of a long and refining path of increasing truth-filled awareness, which reveals to the soul that the Perfection it desires to express resides in this union of Wills. This path enables the soul to make an enlightened choice between being ON the throne or BEING the throne of the higher Self, which is to be either a closed or an open gate between time and timeless perfection. The result of this choice either keeps the soul asleep in a world of illusions or awakens it into ever-expanding LIFE. It’s a choice between death and LIFE, between serving fear and extending Divine Love.

Because of the soul’s inseparable Oneness with Truth’s LIFE, when the soul encounters this choice at the end of its path, only one choice will ever be selected, the choice for LIFE. Therefore in a sense, there is no choice because there never was any separation of Truth’s Will. When seen more clearly, this Day of Thrones, where two become one, is the beginning of the soul’s expansion into the ever-expanding perfection of Truth’s LIFE, because it is no longer bound by the limitations of supposed free will. With this choice Truth’s Will and the soul’s awareness of its individualized will are united as one. It’s the soul’s moment of Perfection, because in this moment the soul recognizes its Will is Truth’s Universal Will. This choice is the soul’s victory, for in this, Truth’s Divine Will is done, always.

In this Day’s sacred stillness, an exchange of power occurs. The soul is no longer blinded by the illusions of free will. In the dream world of illusions, the soul believed that the outer reality was far more powerful than its “I Am” Presence, because the soul was unaware of its true “I Am” Presence, therefore believed it was something it was not. Through the authentication of its “I Am” Name, it becomes increasingly aware that its “I Am” presence is power. This power lives in the soul’s awareness, which projects its Truth into time and determines the appearance world of the spherical self. In this we see that the soul’s name possesses the power of its creator. In the dream of free will the soul believed its individualized self was powerless, seemingly trapped in a world more powerful than its self. The soul projected this schematic onto reality, and consequently the soul sought to obtain power from the world.

As the soul awakens, it recognizes its power is Divine Love’s perfect governance of its awareness. This results in the perfect movement of time, giving Truth’s LIFE expression. The soul’s perfect power isn’t a power contained within itself, but a power that flows through it from its oneness with Truth. It’s the power of God and in this oneness of Will, the soul rests as open gate to supreme power in its individual world. Truth’s perfecting divine life energy flows from the throne, streaming Truth’s LIFE into reality.

The soul drinks from the golden cup, which is the radiant, ever-increasing Light of its highest Will, the soul’s LIFE energy. In this, the soul’s awareness expands in Truth and Divine Love perfectly, throughout the realms of eternity. It moves through time, one with time, according to Divine Love’s perfect governance. It’s a new reign, in the Life of the Spirit.

As the throne upon which Truth’s Will sits, the soul’s true power is realized in the perfect expansion of its awareness, divinely governed by Truth’s Will flowing through the soul. In this union, the soul is a living, loving awareness unaltered by the world of appearances, but instead alters reality by imbuing Life with Truth’s timeless, divine attributes. The soul becomes the gateway to the earth’s regeneration.


Then comes the end, when He (Christ) delivers the kingdom to God the Father, when He puts an end to all rule and all authority and power. ~ 1 Corin 15:24

And he showed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding from the throne of God and of the Lamb. ~ Revelation 22:1


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The Sacred SELF

The soul’s higher Self, which is an individualized fractal of God (the One I AM), is inseparably one and ever-present with the soul. It is through the union of the soul’s will and the higher Self’s Will that the soul awakens into ever-expanding LIFE.

The higher Self is the soul’s individualized fractal of the experience of timeless perfection in Truth’s Self. Every soul possesses a higher Self, which is completely individualized to the soul because it is the soul at a higher vibrational dimension, more specifically the next dimension. Each individualized higher Self is one with all other higher Selves, forming the One Sacred Self, or the Mighty I Am Presence, which dwells in the timeless perfection of Infinity. When the soul’s will joins to its higher Self’s Will, thus emanating the radiance of its higher Self, it fully awakens from its seed-state and begins its ever-expanding LIFE, expressing eternity.

The higher Self is the aspect of the soul’s awareness that is one with Infinite Awareness. This sacred Self dwells in an octave of Enlightenment that is always one spherical dimension higher than the soul’s current awareness, from which it lifts the soul into its next dimensional awareness. Through the guidance and instruction of the higher Self, the soul ascends through its star gate of the seven sacred truths, into the next dimensional awareness of Oneness in Infinity. It’s an intimate journey they continually embark upon as they ascend the dimensions of Oneness, as the ever-increasing perfection of Truth’s LIFE. Therefore, the higher Self has always been with the soul, for it is one with the soul.

The higher Self is the soul’s most intimate and perfect companion of divine insight, wisdom and unconditional love for the soul’s highly individualized journey through spherical time. This Self, though present, isn’t found in linear time, which is a dream world of what the soul is not. Therefore, when the soul sleeps in linear time, the higher Self is hidden in the experience of intuition, by which if the soul were aware, it could transcend the limitations of linear time and receive illuminated insight from its higher Self.

The higher Self’s Presence is revealed when the soul answers Its call to know Truth’s LIFE through its I Am Presence, and begins to listen to Its Voice of Truth. As the soul contemplates its Oneness with LIFE, this divine Guide leads its awareness into the ever-increasing Light of Truth. The higher Self prepares the soul to be Its temple, so that it can seamlessly and eternally convey the One Sacred Self’s Will of Divine Love into creation.

Because the soul’s truth-filled awareness expands in a logical and mathematical perfection (layer upon layer), the soul’s higher Self is always the soul’s next dimensional awareness of its Self. In this, the Self methodically guides the soul from its current dimensional awareness to the next by its instructional wisdom that is a union between the awareness of its oneness with Infinite Awareness and a timeless and intricate awareness of the soul’s movement through time. Through this intimate communion, the soul connects to Truth’s timeless realm and begins manifesting spherical time in reality, in which it eternally expands as ever-increasing Perfection.

Because the higher Self is the next dimensional awareness above the soul’s current awareness, there are infinite “versions” of the Self, eternally reaching into Infinite Oneness, versions the soul experiences as itself as it advances through eternity’s dimensions through its ever-expanding awareness. The soul, a gate between timeless and time, always experiences the next dimensional level that is held in perfection in timelessness, as well as its current level in time. As the soul’s awareness expands by the divinely directed revelation of its higher Self, the soul sheds its lower awareness and becomes this higher version of itself in time, which then it experiences yet a higher level of the higher Self.

As the soul awakens out of the paradigm of linear time, its higher Self becomes increasingly more prevalent in its awareness because It is joining to the soul, giving It expression in spherical time. In the cosmic reset, the Self begins to enter the temple It prepared for Itself within the soul. As the Self’s spirit of Divine Love enters the temple, the soul’s will is consumed by its higher Self’s Will, so that the soul’s desires and determination, drivers of its Will, unceasingly radiate Divine Love. As the soul’s Will begins to rest in its higher Self’s Will, they are united as one, and the soul’s Will becomes Truth’s Universal Will, manifesting the utmost goodness for ALL.

Letting go into Divine Love’s orchestration of time, the soul rests in perfect emergence, divinely accepting the increasing Perfection rising from within the present moment. In the awareness of Truth’s incoming Peace, the soul’s energetic field harmonizes, allowing the vibrational structure of the higher Self’s divine, absolute attributes to penetrate time, altering time from linear to spherical. In this, the soul’s awareness is imbued with Divine Love’s Presence, and the soul becomes a sphere of Light, shining upon its time-based reality, the spherical self, causing it to awaken.

From this moment of Perfection, in which the soul’s Will has been reset to Truth’s Universal Will by joining to its higher Self’s Will, it engages its eternal expansion as Truth’s LIFE. The soul’s radiance expands as its sovereign “I Am” Presence emerges from the timeless realm of Truth into time, lifting the soul and its spherical reality, into the next dimensional awareness of Oneness.