Living Light

As the soul awakens into Oneness, it perceives oneness with time.

Time isn’t something separate from the soul’s awareness, it IS the soul’s awareness. Time and the soul’s awareness are one, such that time is the pagination of the soul’s current awareness, changing as the soul’s awareness changes.

When the soul is unaware that its beginning and end is Infinite Oneness, it believes it is a separate entity and therefore experiences varying degrees of separation from its reality, including and very significantly a separation from time. The soul believes it lives in time, not recognizing its awareness IS time, therefore it sleeps in an alternate reality with a different experience of time.

In this sleep state, the soul’s awareness linearly moves along a one-dimensional reality, which reflects a state of separation. Linear awareness, which is awareness without upward expansion into the dimension of oneness, is experienced as linear time.

The sleeping mind’s framework of the self is full of illusions and lies about “who I Am” and “how I create”, manifesting a false and illusionary reflection of what “I Am”, including its relationship to time. The soul believes it is separate from time, when in actuality, time is the expression of the soul’s life, for it is the movement of its awareness. The soul mistakenly thinks it is what its awareness reflects, i.e. the self and its bodily reality, instead of recognizing it is a living awareness, ever-expanding into Infinite Oneness. The soul does not know itself, therefore it is not awake.

The lack of oneness with time in the soul’s mind, projects a false self clothed with fear, powerlessness and imperfection. The self experiences increasing disharmony as its free will wrestles within itself and reality in trying to obtain a state in time without fear, powerlessness and imperfection. This failed experience reveals a separate, free will’s inability to manifest the perfection of Truth’s LIFE, because free will only creates an experience where time leads to entropy and destruction. Therefore, instead of expressing LIFE, the soul’s self expresses death. It’s illusionary life ends because it was only the projection of a sleeping mind’s reality.

Until the soul awakens in the awareness that Divine Love is its root, it sleeps. The soul’s true expression is frozen in timeless perfection. This “frozen” experience is the soul’s seed state. The soul sleeps in a dream believing it is something it is not, and therefore experiences an alternate expression of its self in time.

When the soul is unaware of its beginning and end in Infinite Oneness, the soul doesn’t perceive its inherent LIFE in the oneness of Truth’s Will and Divine Love, thus its LIFE power, which is its eternal expansion into Infinite Oneness. LIFE is the inseparable union of Truth’s Will and Divine Love within the soul’s awareness, which causes the soul to eternally expand. As Truth’s LIFE stream of Divine Love becomes one with the soul’s awareness, it infuses the soul with its power to manifest LIFE, and the soul becomes a life-giving spirit. This inherent power in the soul’s I Am Presence, is the soul’s reflection of its Source, the Universal I Am Presence that fills all with divine LIFE energy. As a result, the true self that once was frozen in timelessness begins to awaken, manifesting spherical time.

In Spherical time, which is the perfected increase of Truth in the soul’s awareness, the soul is one with the present moment. In this awareness commences its eternal expansion from its beginning to its infinite end of Oneness, in which it experiences endless present moments strung together in Perfection by the working of Truth’s Living Perfection, Divine Love.

In the awareness of the perfect orchestration of Divine Love through Truth’s Will, the soul divinely rests in the present moment. The mind stops wandering through the past and future, trying to alter one or the other or both. Instead, its awareness travels ever-deeper into the eternal present moment, which is a reflection of Divine Love’s orchestration, which in turn reflects Infinite Awareness. In this rest, the soul experiences oneness and harmony with time, in which it experiences the perfect expansion of the present moment, into Infinite Oneness.

Through the contemplation of oneness, Truth-filled understanding enters the soul’s awareness. Through this understanding, the inseparable union of Truth’s Will and Divine Love become one with the soul’s awareness, and the soul becomes aware of its oneness with time. This oneness with time opens the door of the present moment to the eternal I Am presence. As the Light of the soul’s eternal Presence shines into the soul’s awareness, the soul breaks through the shell of linear time and its timeless self is expressed into time. The souls begins its eternal expansion of LIFE in spherical time, the experience of Truth’s perfection within the eternal present moment.

To be awake, is to possess Truth-filled awareness of the soul’s beginning and end, alpha and omega.

For a moment the soul was unaware of its true beginning and end, and slept in an illusion of linear time. As it begins to awaken and contemplate its I AM Presence from the timeless realm of Truth, expanding its Truth-filled awareness, it begins to perceive the perfection of its endless LIFE, which translates into the experience of its growth in spherical time.

In listening to the Inner Voice of Truth to remember “Who I Am” and “How I create”, the soul begins to rightly perceive its beginning and end, which in timelessness are one Infinite Oneness. This remembrance transforms its entire awareness, altering its experience of time. The soul’s present moment is no longer a derivative of the past, creating a linear progression of time to entropy, but the present becomes a fractional expression of its end, Infinite Oneness, creating the experience of spherical time’s perfection, LIFE without end.

In the understanding of the oneness of alpha and omega, the soul no longer looks back to the past as a guide for its free will to manifest a desirable future, making the present a reiteration of the past, but instead it trusts in Truth’s Universal Will to bring forth its present moment according to its perfect end, Infinite Oneness, making the present an eternal progression into Infinite Oneness. In perceiving its end as the Perfection of Infinite Oneness, the soul observes thus experiences every present moment leading to that end in the same Perfection. If Perfection is the end, the journey to that end is also perfect, even with its seeming imperfections.

In this awareness of Perfection, the soul’s judgment of the present moment changes. The soul ceases making judgments of imperfection stemming from outer appearances that reflect an isolated free will. Instead, it judges everything according to the Perfection of Infinite Oneness. It gives its attention to the inner Light of every center of awareness, which reflects Truth’s Perfect Will, universally governing all of creation. In seeing the Light in others, the soul perceives their true origin is Infinite Oneness and thus perceives their Perfection. This awareness awakens it from its illusionary world of imperfections and into its eternal Perfection, infusing Truth’s regenerative power into reality.

In the understanding of alpha and omega, Divine love becomes an integral part of every moment of the soul’s awareness, making it multi-dimensional. Through the soul’s heightened awareness, Divine Love’s life-giving essence, which is a harmonious and regenerative energy, is LIFE’s living waters flowing through the soul and renewing the earth. From alpha to omega flows the Spirit of God (Truth’s Will and Divine Love), manifesting the soul’s preordained divine moments, and the soul moves eternally toward its end, Infinite Oneness.

With its inner vision shaping the outer reality, the soul perceives Divine Love’s perfect orchestration underlying reality, driving out all fear. In response, the soul settles into divine emergence, in which its Perfection is materialized.

In emergence, the soul accepts each present moment, as a reflection of Truth’s Perfect Will serving the highest good. In this divine acceptance, it witnesses the reflection of Truth’s perfection. The soul witnesses Truth’s divine orchestration in the smallest details, because through the details Perfection is manifested.

As the soul becomes aware of its true beginning and end, thus the perfection inherent in its journey, the soul engages the flow of Truth’s Will, creating divine orchestration in its present moment and giving birth to spherical time. It experiences the timeless present moment of LIFE, like a fountain of living waters rippling out into the experience of spherical time. With a child-like joy and excitement, the soul anticipates the perfection of the next moment that is being divinely orchestrated by Divine Love’s infinite awareness, serving the highest good of all.

“It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. I will give of the fountain of the water of life freely to him who thirsts.” ~ Revelation 21:6

That which is in the soul cannot fail to bring forth LIFE.

Divine love is Truth’s Will universally leading all of creation into its ever-increasing perfection.

Divine Love guides Truth’s Universal Will within the soul so that Truth’s divine potentials enter the soul’s awareness, manifesting perfection in the outer realm of appearances. As these potentials arise into expression, they create spherical time, which is the experience of LIFE’s Perfection without end.

As Divine Love governs all that enters the soul’s awareness, creating the experience of Truth’s abundant LIFE, Truth’s power is perfected within the soul, which the soul experiences as its own power. The soul initially experiences this power as it begins to break out of its seed-state, ending all sense of powerlessness and dissolving the illusionary reality it created.

Truth’s perfect power is its ability to increase awareness of itself. This power lives within the soul, because the soul is an individualized center of Truth’s awareness. When the soul dines with divinity and the soul’s awareness of Truth increases, Truth’s power is realized in the soul. Through Truth’s perfect power acting within the soul, Truth’s Universal Will and its integral energetic essence, Divine Love, flow through the soul, manifesting the spherical self in spherical time.

With Divine love guiding the soul’s awareness, the soul cannot fail to bring forth LIFE.

In the illusion of free will, the soul’s awareness hasn’t matured in the understanding of the inseparable oneness between Truth’s Universal Will and its integral force, Divine Love. Without the truthful understanding of oneness received from Truth’s Living Voice, the soul sleeps in the womb of its individualization experiencing a dreamworld of endless and conflicting, separate free wills.

In this illusion, the soul mistakenly thinks it’s experience of life is real because of the sensation of its expanding linear awareness. Thus, the soul spends its energy via its free will to expand its linear, one-dimensional awareness so it can enhance its illusionary life that it mistakenly believes is its true life.

In its dreams, the soul’s linear awareness doesn’t lead to an eternal expansion into the Perfection of Oneness, but an entropy toward decay and death. Initially, the soul tries to alter this experience of disharmony by obtaining external power in order to be more in control of the present moment, which usually means trying to take power from another in some way. This pursuit of external power leads to a world of temptations through which the soul experiences a sense of power over its present moment. These temptations often turn into addictions, which ironically the soul feels powerless to escape, but they are only illusionary chains.

Without a multi-dimensional awareness that marries Divine Love to the soul’s individualized will, the soul sleeps in an imperfect reality. The deep severance between Truth and Divine Love in the soul’s awareness serves the divine purpose of revealing to the soul that the source of its Perfection isn’t an isolated free will, but a free will in oneness with Divine Love.

The soul’s perfect power is its ability to increase its awareness of Truth. The soul engages this perfect power when it trusts the expansion of its awareness to the Living Voice of Truth.

As Divine love integrates into the soul’s awareness, making it multi-dimensional in the infinite awareness of divine love, the soul begins to experience Truth’s perfect power, which frees the soul from a sense of powerlessness. Little by little, the soul’s true power begins to replace the feeling of powerlessness in the soul. As the soul gains awareness of its perfect power in oneness, it shifts into the dimensional awareness of Divine Love, which is the experience of Spherical Time.

The soul’s multi-dimensional awareness of Divine Love, which is the movement of Truth’s Will through the soul, eradicates the feeling of powerlessness that was a derivative of free will. Divine love sustains the soul’s thought energy at a higher vibration, and as a result the soul’s thoughts become incorruptible. This sustained vibration of higher thought energy begins to change outer forms from expressing corruption to expressing incorruption. In this, the spherical self reveals Truth’s LIFE in all its perfection.

That which is in the soul cannot fail to bring forth LIFE, Divine Love.

For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written: “Death is swallowed up in victory. ~ 1 Corn 15:53-54

Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me. ~ Revelation 3:20

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Up to this time, the soul’s awareness of Truth has expanded within its inner vision, yet it hasn’t experienced the outer manifestation of Truth, which is an ever-expanding LIFE in spherical time. When the soul perceives the ubiquitous presence of Truth’s Universal Will in oneness with Divine Love fully governing the awareness of its entire spherical self, the soul’s awareness becomes multi-dimensional. In this, the inner timelessness of the soul’s Truth is manifested into the outer realm of time.

When the soul commits to the contemplation of Oneness with a deep focus on the I AM Presence, its awareness expands, giving it the ability to perceive reality according to Truth. Through this contemplation, the soul continually receives divine revelation from the Inner Voice of Truth, a Voice with an awareness always just beyond the soul’s current awareness. From this Inner Voice, the soul’s awareness of Truth increases layer by layer. However, it doesn’t simply expand in a linear fashion so that it perceives more of a singular plane of reality, but it develops the ability to perceive deeper layers of reality within a single present moment, making the soul’s awareness multi-dimensional. It’s a bit like physically seeing reality’s material layer and energetic layers simultaneously.

A New Dimension

Just prior to Truth’s LIFE crossing the threshold from within to without via the soul’s awareness, the soul perceives a new dimension within its awareness. It begins to continually perceive the presence of Divine Love streaming through Truth’s Universal Will as its own will. This significant change in the soul’s awareness alters its perception of reality and consequently the Self’s experience in reality.

Divine Love is one with Truth. In timelessness, it’s like a placid lake residing in a sacred stillness, holding every uncreated moment in a state of Perfection. As it transitions into time, Divine Love knits together the soul’s awareness as a perfectly orchestrated sequence of present moments, creating spherical time or what is said to be called the River of Life. In spherical time, Divine Love is the spirit of LIFE intertwined with Truth’s Universal Will in the soul, manifesting Truth’s Perfection as the spherical self. Divine Love is a luminous, intelligent force that creates a harmonic, energetic composition of the present moment, manifesting ever-expanding LIFE.

Because Divine Love and Truth are one, they are also one in the soul’s awareness. For Divine Love to be intimately experienced by the soul so that the soul can express and outwardly experience it, the soul’s awareness of the oneness and functionality of Truth’s Universal Will and Divine Love have to be sufficiently matured.

While Divine Love prepares the soul’s awareness to receive itself, the embryonic soul doesn’t experience Divine Love in its reality because it must first be formed in the soul’s awareness. When the soul is unaware that its Source and its end exist in the Infinite Awareness of Oneness, it’s unaware that Truth’s Will is universal, directing all paths in oneness through time, ensuring every eternal beginning leads to its infinite end. Instead, the soul lives in an illusion of free will, in which an unknown and uncertain future is significantly determined by its own, limited and finite perceptions. Unaware that Truth’s Universal Will is its own, and because Divine Love governs the growing awareness of Truth’s Will, the soul lacks awareness that Divine Love and Truth’s Universal Will are inseparably one. As a result, the soul doesn’t express it or experience an outer reality created by its Perfection and Harmony.

As the soul matures into the awareness that Truth’s Universal Will is its own, it begins to perceive the presence of Divine Love as an integral part of its awareness, making the soul’s awareness multi-dimensional. As a result of this deeper perception of reality, the soul becomes aware that the presence of Truth’s Universal Will goes before it, leading it into the perfect eternal path of spherical time. The soul’s present moment is no longer an effect of the past, but created in perfect orchestration by the Infinite Awareness of Divine Love. In perceiving Divine Love, all fear, which ultimately comes from an uncertain future, is driven out, bringing the soul into a deep state of emergence where spherical time’s perfect power is realized, felt and experienced.

In perceiving every moment crafted in the oneness of Divine Love and Truth’s Universal Will, the soul’s perceptions, thus interactions with reality, begin to change and the soul’s experience of the present moment is transformed. The soul perceives its present moment is one with Truth’s Timeless, Perfect, Eternal Moment, expanding in spherical time. As a result, the soul no longer “fights” time, but is harmoniously one with it. This harmony affects all of reality, expanding the experience of joy and every other divine attribute, as any one attribute contains the reflection of all attributes.

As the soul’s awareness becomes multi-dimensional with the presence of Divine Love, it translates into a sustained higher, harmonic vibration within the soul. This vibratory action carries the soul’s inner Light or its Truth-filled awareness from the inner to the outer. Ultimately, nothing is left untouched by Divine Love’s radiant Light crossing the threshold from timelessness into spherical time.

In any moment, the soul is exactly where it needs to be.

The soul is an ever-expanding center of awareness. When the soul increases in the awareness of Truth, it transmutes timeless Truth into an ever-increasing experience of LIFE in time. The experience of LIFE created by the soul’s awareness is governed in perfection by Truth’s Universal Will, hence each soul is exactly where it needs to be.

Time is experienced by the spherical self when the soul has a change or increase in its awareness. In this, the experience of time is relative to the movement of the soul’s awareness. Without an expanding awareness of Truth, the soul’s awareness is confined to the belief that it is an “individual in separation”. It’s awareness circulates within this dimensional awareness, which is like repeating the same day over and over, because it hasn’t begun its upward ascent to the next dimension of oneness. However as the soul’s awareness of Truth begins to increase so that it begins to perceive its an individual in Oneness, it begins to eternally expand as Truth’s LIFE. The soul’s LIFE continually spirals outward in spherical time as it expands into the Infinite Awareness of Oneness.

As the soul’s awareness elevates into a higher understanding, the spherical self’s time-based reality follows. The mind isn’t in reality, reality is in the mind, like a night dream. And like a night dream, there is an aspect of mind that projects an individualized self as the center of reality by which the soul experiences what its awareness created.

When the soul begins to perceive its individuality in Oneness, it progressively accepts Truth’s Universal Will as its own. In this initial awareness of Truth’s perfection, it accepts that its current state is exactly where it needs to be in order to advance into the next dimensional awareness. The maturation of the soul’s awareness is a path that is highly individualized and architected by Truth’s Universal Will. The soul’s increasing awareness of Truth is Truth’s LIFE being expressed through the soul, thus Truth’s Universal Will governs the soul’s level of awareness so that Truth’s perfection can be expressed. Therefore, the soul is always exactly where it is supposed to be for the perfect expansion of its divinely governed awareness.

When the soul is unconscious of itself as Truth’s LIFE, the perfection of the moment is hidden and the soul judges it imperfect, which it is not. Yet, even this obscurity is purposeful for the soul’s maturation, for through it the soul experiences free will as separate from Truth’s Universal Will, by which forms its awareness of individuality.

The soul starts to be become conscious of its oneness with Truth’s LIFE when the desire to manifest the highest good for all, therefore an end to all suffering begins to command the soul. This desire to manifest Divine Love comes from Truth’s Will, because Divine Love is Truth’s expression. This governing desire leads to the soul’s contemplation of Oneness, through which Truth’s Universal Will expands the soul’s awareness, consuming the soul’s free will, so that they are one and the same.

To maintain the soul’s individuality, an eternal aspect of the soul’s free will lingers, which is the soul’s eternal choice for Truth’s Will to fully govern every aspect of its awareness, thus all its LIFE, so that the highest good for all can manifest in every moment. With Truth’s Universal Will at the helm of the mind, the soul’s free will becomes an open gate through which Truth’s Will fills the soul’s awareness with Truth’s divine attributes of Divine Love, so that the soul emits them into reality. In accordance to this eternal choice, Truth’s Will continually expands in and through the soul, manifesting Truth’s ever-increasing Perfection through the expansion of spherical time.

Through the soul’s expanding awareness of its inherent perfection governed by Truth’s Universal Will, the soul’s mind lets go of trying to change or control the moment, but instead divinely trusts and rests in Truth’s Universal Will to guide its awareness, manifesting an ever-expanding experience of Truth’s Perfection. In this letting go, Truth’s Will increasingly consumes the soul’s free will, disempowering the illusion. The soul’s vibrational signature begins to change from fear to Divine Love. Discordancy leading to energetic entropy shifts into a harmonic vibration that leads into Perfection, and the soul begins to express the Fullness of Truth through an ever-expanding spherical self.

As the soul abundantly emanates the light of LIFE into reality, it experiences Divine Love in time. Divine Love is the governance of spherical time by Truth’s Universal Will. It’s Truth’s Universal Will governing the movement of the soul’s awareness in order to manifest the highest good for all.

As the soul remembers the increasing depths of “who I Am” in Oneness, Truth’s LIFE begins to bud in its reflection. It becomes an expressed fractal of Truth’s Abundant LIFE. As a result, the mind serves the highest good for all, and the soul’s LIFE begins to spiral for eternity into greater and greater reflections of Truth’s Perfection.

All You are I AM, all I AM You are. This is Truth’s (God’s) LIFE.

There is nothing more powerful in a soul than its increasing awareness of Truth.

Transference of creative power from free will to Truth’s Universal Will comes through the soul’s increasing awareness of its I AM Presence. With this exchange, the soul begins its eternal expansion as Truth’s LIFE.

Truth’s LIFE is the soul, and it expands through the soul’s increasing awareness of Truth. As the soul’s awareness matures into a gate for Truth’s Universal Will, its present moment no longer stems from the mind’s free will creations. Instead, Truth’s Will brings forth each moment from the Infinite Awareness of Truth’s Timeless Perfection. With no more “separate” free will, the soul is free from experiencing the ill-effects of past creations, which now serve to benefit the good. The soul now experiences Truth’s Universal Will as its own, being aware that Truth’s Will directs every aspect of the soul’s awareness, manifesting through it the highest good for all. In this, the spherical self becomes illuminated with Truth’s divine attributes.

Absolute Truth is. It is timeless. It is beautiful. It is ever-expanding through a soul of finite awareness. When a soul isn’t perceiving Truth because it lacks awareness, then it’s seeing an illusion of its imagination. The soul begins its LIFE in this illusion because as a center of Truth’s awareness, the soul begins in the unawareness of Truth which manifests a dream state of illusion. Yet because the soul is an ever-expanding center of Truth’s awareness, its inevitable that it will grow in the awareness of Truth. It’s the soul’s evolutionary journey to perceive Truth and its purpose to give expression to the LIFE in Truth.

As much as the soul’s awareness can’t be separate from that of which it is aware, the soul can’t be separate from Truth’s Infinite Awareness (“the Mind of God”) in which the soul dwells. The individualized soul is the LIFE in Truth manifesting itself, therefore, regardless of the soul’s current level of awareness it’s impossible for the soul to not be contained within this LIFE, because it IS this LIFE. It’s only possible for a soul to be unaware of the Fullness of this LIFE.

The soul’s awareness of Truth is the increasing awareness of what has always been, is and will be. It’s the awareness of LIFE’s Perfection, from beginning to end. When the soul perceives Truth’s Perfection in the seeming imperfection of its embryonic state, the perfection the soul perceives is that Truth’s Universal Will divinely orchestrates all of creation, for the highest good of all. In this enlightenment, everything in the soul’s reality begins to change to reflect this perfection, because when the soul is sufficiently aware of being Truth’s Perfection, this is what it expresses.

As a center of awareness, the soul’s mind has a trifold function. It serves as a gate to Truth’s Infinite Awareness, it possesses a living thought-system, and from this living thought-system it projects its current awareness into the manifestation of its spherical self. In an awakened state, the mind’s awareness continually expands into Truth’s Infinite Awareness, which expands the mind’s tree of LIFE, its living network of truth-filled understanding, and this network expresses Truth’s LIFE as the ever-expanding spherical Self.

An increasing awareness of Truth leads the mind out of the illusion of free will and into Truth’s Universal Will, because the soul understands that only Truth exists and that its Will is perfect. In the awareness of Truth’s perfection, even in the seeming imperfection of its embryonic state, the soul recognizes Infinite Awareness is governing every moment in a perfection beyond its knowing. In this awareness, the mind releases its mental attachments to the idea of free will, which it now sees was only an illusion, though a powerful one that was experienced as real and true to the soul’s darkened mind. In no longer fighting the present moment, thus Truth’s Universal Will, the soul enters into a state of divine harmony, and the soul begins to experience the ability of Truth’s Will to bring forth divine attributes, Truth’s LIFE Stream.

Awareness of Truth’s Universal Will brings the soul’s mind into an awakened state of oneness, in which every aspect of its awareness serves the highest good for all. The mind engages the higher realm of Infinite Awareness and in so doing, the soul’s mind becomes a fractal of Infinite awareness, functioning according to its Perfection. The mind no longer looks to the illusions of the past to dictate the next moment through the exercise of free will, but instead rests in the emergent Perfection brought about by Truth’s Universal Will.

Truth’s Universal Will holds the Infinite Awareness containing every moment from the soul’s beginning to end, so as it governs the soul’s increasing awareness, the soul experiences the unfoldment of its pre-ordained LIFE in Perfection, giving Truth’s LIFE expression.

As the soul begins to ascend energetic dimensions by resting in the power and authority of Truth’s Universal Will, it perceives Perfection, which is the experience of Truth’s LIFE.

Inwardly perceiving Truth’s Perfection leads to experiencing its outer manifestation. What the mind is aware of it manifests and therefore the soul experiences. As the mind’s awareness of Truth’s Perfection increases, it is expressed as the ever-expanding spherical self.

The light to see Perfection in each moment, thus Truth’s LIFE, comes from the soul rightly seeing its beginning and end as Infinite Oneness and knowing all the moments in between are perfectly strung together by Truth’s Universal Will in spherical time. With this awareness, the soul awakens within the Fullness of Truth’s Infinite awareness. The soul no longer seeks to alter any moment as it did in the illusion of free will, but abides in divine emergence, knowing Perfection is being expressed according to Divine Love’s highest Good, which is the working of Truth’s Will.

As a seed of Truth’s LIFE, the individualized soul begins its journey in unawareness of its Oneness with Absolute Truth so that its individuality can be formed. In this forgetfulness, the soul’s mind lacks Truth-filled awareness of the Infinite Oneness in its beginning and end. Instead, in its neophyte individuality, it perceives its beginning as an isolated blank slate of emptiness from which its free will constructs a life expression through linear time. With many mis-creations along the way, the soul judges its self imperfect, therefore separated from Perfection. It doesn’t fully understand its prickly shell-like experience, which is the necessary beginning of eternal growth. As a result, it accepts the self is broken because it’s unable to experience what it deems “good” and avoid what it deems “bad”.

However, the soul’s apparent imperfection is actually LIFE’s Perfection coming forth. The imperfections stemming from free will are essential for the soul’s maturation into a soul gate for Truth’s Universal Will. The soul’s experience of free will’s limitations and its inability to manifest the highest good for its self, let alone for all, help evolve the soul’s awareness from an individual in separation to an individual in Oneness, so it eternally expands as a creator within the Creator.

Imperfection serves to manifest Perfection, therefore it is perfect in its purpose. It isn’t of Absolute Truth because it disappears in the Light of Truth, but while the soul sleeps in the darkness of its illusionary world, the imperfection it experiences plays an essential role to bring forth Perfection by leading the mind into the awareness of Truth’s Universal Will. The imperfections created by free will cause the soul continual suffering, causing the soul to desire a more perfect will, a will only found in Truth. Without the experience of imperfection, the soul’s individualized will wouldn’t seek for Truth beyond its current awareness, and would remain dormant from the potential of Truth’s LIFE, never expressing or experiencing LIFE, which is the soul’s purpose. Therefore, as a fractal of Truth’s LIFE, brokenness is inevitable in every seed coming into LIFE.

As the soul turns within to know this higher Will of Perfection, its awareness becomes rooted in its true self , becoming a gate to Truth’s Universal Will. Through this awareness, the mind no longer clings to free will. The mind’s conscious and subconscious realms awake into the realm of Truth’s Universal Will.

This awakened state of mind causes the soul to shed its seed-life, the hardened shell formed by the mind’s conscious and subconscious wiring formed in free will. Through Transformative Grace and Sacred Rest, the hardened shell begins to fall away. Through this turbulent transformation, the soul’s awareness of its brokenness intensifies, but as the Light of its true SELF continues to expand, the brokenness decreases and the Light increases, until there is no more shell blocking the expression of Truth’s LIFE. The soul witnesses the Power inherent in its LIFE to expand its awareness and recreate its spherical self.

The soul’s temporary seed state is needed until its awareness matures, enabling Truth’s LIFE to be reflected in the spherical self. Ironically, when the soul sees that the purpose of its imperfection is to bring forth LIFE, its judges imperfection differently now that the soul sees its self in the light of Truth. Instead of seeing imperfection it only perceives perfection, because it knows LIFE only brings forth Perfection. With this change in awareness from imperfection to Perfection, the soul begins to express Perfection.

The dynamic between imperfection and Perfection is another spiritual dichotomy, where seeming opposites are serving one purpose. The soul’s experience of being imperfect or broken in its ability to express divine love, which is the highest good for all, was perfect in maturing it into an individual in Oneness, by which it can bring forth the highest Good for all. In this, the imperfection once seen throughout the spherical self, like illness, decay, discord, or mis-creations, is replaced by the Perfection of Truth’s LIFE, which is the experience of Divine Harmony. As LIFE’s Perfection consumes the spherical Self, the soul becomes a Being of Light.

When the soul settles into its sacred rest, it awakens from the dream.

The soul’s most powerful and creative act is resting in divine emergence. In this sacred stillness, the mind gives all power and authority to Truth’s Universal Will so that the soul resides as a gate in which it is one with the Fullness of Truth, and therefore manifests Truth’s Light and Divine Love.

As a gate to Truth’s LIFE stream, the soul and its reflection, the spherical self, eternally expand according to Truth’s Universal Will. The mind doesn’t try to control, govern, perfect, and navigate the nuances of its spherical self in an attempt to obtain what it deems good or avoid what it deems bad. Only Truth’s Universal Will knows the highest Good for the moment. Because of the individualized awareness of a soul, in order for the highest Good to manifest through the soul, the soul resides as an open gate to Truth’s Universal Will. In this state of rest, the soul’s power is perfected as a creator within the creator, as Truth’s Universal Will manifests through the soul’s inner guidance, constructive desires and current awareness of Truth. As a result, the soul’s Life unfolds without friction, giving way to divine harmony. In accordance to divine harmony’s vibration, Truth’s LIFE flows in the fullness of its divine characteristics, producing Divine Love’s effects throughout creation. According to Truth’s Universal Will, the soul receives exactly what it needs to establish its increasing awareness of immutable harmony, peace and goodness so that these qualities are expressed as the spherical self.

Transformative Sacred Rest

Upon transitioning between energetic dimensions, the soul experiences a transformative sacred rest. This elevated rest is the soul’s highest state of consciousness because the soul’s awareness resides beyond its active awareness of its current spherical self.

This heightened rest is necessary for the soul to ascend dimensions because it is how it ascends. As it rests in a deep state of emergence, the soul enters a transitory realm of consciousness that is between its awareness reflected as the spherical self and its increased awareness of a higher Self. The soul’s rest enables Truth’s Universal Will to transition the soul’s spherical Self into the next energetic dimension of Oneness, altering the Self’s reflection.

In this state of rest, the soul releases its entire “life” expression of its current spherical Self as it prepares to express Life according to its higher self in the next dimension. As it lets go of this lower image of self, all its awareness and attention are gathered to the higher self it perceives within. As it lets go, the soul maintains the constant desire for EVERYTHING to change and transform, because nothing of the current spherical reality is held more dear than the increased awareness of Truth’s abundant LIFE it has come to know through the door of its I AM Presence.

In this consummate letting go, the mind is lifted above the current spherical self it physically sees and draws upon the energetic qualities and laws of the higher self in the next dimension. This elevated mental state lifts the soul’s frequency, causing the soul to rise out of one dimension to the next.

The mind sheds preconceived limitations, boundaries, and expectations based on the current spherical self, freeing it from lower laws of the current dimension. As it engages the higher laws of the next energetic dimension, the LIFE stream of the Mighty I AM Presence flows through the soul and gives new expressions to the spherical SELF, reflecting the soul’s increased awareness of its individuality in Oneness. As the spherical Self begins to show signs of a deeper state of oneness, nothing remains the same and all transforms to reflect the soul’s increasing awareness.

Because the soul is awareness, its mind is always actively engaged in expanding the awareness of its Self. Therefore a soul’s transformative sacred rest isn’t accomplished by its own individualized awareness. It is fulfilled in unison with a higher awareness. In this beautiful act of grace in which the soul receives the gift of ever-expanding life from an awareness beyond its own, it expands into the next dimension.

The greatest gift the soul can receive is to experience the Joy of its higher Self, which is awareness of Truth’s oneness. In the spirit of this Joy, the soul feels the depth of lovingkindness pouring from its higher Self-awareness and out to others.

In the awareness of oneness, the soul lays down its life for all so that all receive Truth’s LIFE Stream through it. In this, the soul reflects its “Father’s” Image as a life-giving spirit, and experiences an ever increasing joy, as its spherical self reflects the ever-increasing awareness of its higher self (Father). In this awareness, the soul experiences the joy of giving and receiving LIFE.

An energetic dimension is a soul’s current level of awareness, reflected by the spherical self, which is a manifestation of the energetic vibration of the soul’s awareness. As a soul’s awareness of Truth’s LIFE increases, it ascends into higher dimensions, transforming the spherical self.

As the soul’s awareness of Truth increases, the mind remembers who “I AM” and how “I” create. It remembers its Mighty I AM Presence (Father) that is its beginning and end. This awareness brings Light to the soul’s understanding of its origin, which it initially forgot in order to gain the awareness of individuality. As the soul remembers its “I AM” Presence of Oneness, the spherical self reveals the dimensional reality of one SELF, bringing forth immortality.

There are infinite dimensions within the timeless realm of Absolute Truth into which the soul eternally expands as an individual in Oneness. Yet as previously mentioned, the soul never reaches complete Oneness because its awareness would be infinite awareness and dissolve its individuality. Thus the purpose of the soul’s existence is to give expression to Truth’s LIFE. The timeless realm of Absolute Truth, which is infinite awareness, contains all the SELF’s potential expressions in one moment, which are sequentially realized by a soul’s ever-expanding dimensional awareness. As infinite awareness, the timeless realm is an infinite white space with no movement between moments because there is only one timeless moment in which all exists. Because there is no movement there is no expression of LIFE. The awareness of this LIFE only comes through the soul’s increasing awareness of perfection, which engages Truth’s Universal Will to manifest its current dimension in which the soul experiences its spherical self.

Think of three concentric circles. In the very center is the soul gate, a center of awareness of Truth’s LIFE. The next circle is the soul’s current awareness expressed as its spherical self. The third outer circle is the infinitely higher self or Mighty I Am Presence, which the soul advances into. Once it reaches this higher sphere from its current sphere via increasing awareness, this third sphere becomes its spherical self. Then the soul perceives yet a higher sphere, a fourth sphere in which it can advance, and so on for eternity. In summary, there is the center of awareness, the spherical self manifested by the soul’s current awareness, and the unrealized SELF in which the soul is ever-expanding into to as its awareness in Truth increases.

Each dimension is a grouping of present moments that expresses the soul’s LIFE stream through the continual movement created by the ceaseless flow of cause and effect. This flow is determined by Truth’s Universal Will in conjunction with the soul’s current awareness of Truth. As a soul’s awareness expands in Truth, the present moments guided by Divine Will lead to the next dimension.

As an ever-expanding center of awareness, the soul’s awareness is always expanding into its “I AM” Presence. To expand into the next dimension of the one SELF, the soul’s intention is set on becoming the higher self it perceives it inner self to be, which means its source of truth is beyond its current dimension. If the soul looked to its current spherical self for Truth, it wouldn’t gain the awareness needed to manifest the next dimension of its higher self that is reflective of deeper aspects of Truth’s Oneness, therefore it wouldn’t expand into the next dimension. It’s in the seed state or first dimension that the soul learns how to connect to the next dimension through the doorway of its I AM Presence, which enables it to express ever-increasing dimensions of the one SELF.

The transition from the first dimension to the next, from a seed state to an eternally growing entity, is the most difficult and traumatic for the budding soul. As an ever-increasing center of awareness and in order to manifest the awareness of individuality, LIFE had to begin as a journey out of forgetfulness and into the fullness of Truth. For infinite awareness, in which there is no movement, to express Life, which is the presence of movement, Truth’s LIFE makes a fractal of itself with a beginning of utter unawareness that continually expands into the infinite awareness from which it came.

As the soul remembers its origin, it perceives it came from the fullness of Truth. In this awareness, the soul transitions into the next dimension reflecting oneness, thus ever-expanding LIFE. This initial transition requires the soul to come out of an illusion created by its unawareness and into an awareness of Truth that is 180 degrees different than its illusionary beliefs. This extreme turning from one to the other makes this initial transition the soul’s most difficult, like a tree’s initial transition out of a dormant seed state and into an ever-growing, living entity.

When the soul’s beginning and end are rightly seen, it sees the perfection of its embryonic path. Each individualized path is one which LIFE takes from utter unawareness to awareness of its SELF in Truth. Because every soul originates as a “Thought of God”, each soul is a fractal of Truth’s LIFE which experiences the perfect journey into Truth’s divine love. In Truth’s timeless perfection, each soul’s LIFE eternally ascends into higher dimensions of oneness, manifesting greater and more expansive experiences of oneness with Truth’s LIFE, and its spherical self which is the expression of its love.

I AM Loving Awareness.