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Conscious Creator


We are either an unconscious or conscious creator.

We are constantly creating the reality around us, but whether we are aware of what we are doing depends upon if we are an unconscious or conscious creator.

An unconscious creator is unaware of what they create, how they create and that they are constantly creating with every thought, emotion, word and action. They believe they are subject to creation instead of its creator. Therefore, they believe they are bound and limited by what they perceive, and what they perceive determines what they believe. Within these limitations, they strive to manipulate their exterior reality to gain peace, yet disharmony dwells within their creative center and so they continue to create suffering which counters the peace they strive to obtain.

An unconscious creator’s imagination is tied to the past so that they are continually envisioning the future based on the past, therefore they create reiterations and extrapolations of the past. This cycle of extending the past forward blinds them to their creative capacity, because they believe the past determines their current reality instead their imaginings based on the past. In this mindset in which reality defines what is true, instead of the Spirit of Truth, they create in isolation from the Truth, and imprison themselves and creation to suffering.

As we awaken, we become a conscious creator.

A conscious creator possesses awareness of the Truth. They knowingly create reality by giving their imagination to Truth, while resting in divine emergence. Emergence is the means in which the perfection of Truth is manifested in expressions of divine harmony, ever-present peace and joy. Through oneness with Truth, they create according to the strength and will of God.

Conscious creators perceive the intimate connection between giving and receiving and that giving is gain. These Truths direct their thoughts, choices and actions. Their imaginative state is limitless, therefore, they shape reality in a way that isn’t tied to the past, but reflects the Truth. They know they are the creators of their reality and not subject to it, which gives them immense freedom. As their awareness of Truth expands, reality transforms from one of suffering to one of peace.

We are the creators and not the created.

As creators, unconscious or conscious, we control the energetic blueprint of creation. Unlike us, the animal kingdom is subject to creation because they are the created versus the creators. If we are aware of Truth as a conscious creator, we manifest a reality that graces creation with ever-present peace, love and joy. If we are unaware of Truth as unconscious creators, then we create an energetic blueprint which manifests a reality of attack, fear and suffering among all of creation. As long as this is what we create, we stay asleep in a dream of suffering, until we mature into our true Self who is able to govern creation in divine love. As conscious creators begin to arise, the Light of Truth they shine into creation will awaken all.

This creative capacity is our god-like will and power, as it is our expressed oneness with God. Along the path of enlightenment as we mature into the expressed Self of God, our will aligns with the will of God becoming one will. From this united will, which is an awareness of Truth, divine harmony, unconditional love, ever-present peace and joy are expressed and create an environment desirable for all.

As we awaken to the Truth of who we are and how we create, we manifest a reality of ever-present peace and creation rejoices.

“Then God said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and over the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.” ~ Genesis 1:26

“For the earnest expectation of the creation eagerly waits for the revealing of the sons of God.” ~ Romans 8:19


Our Creative Life Force


When we know our true Self, we become a life-giving Spirit.

Giving is our life force.

Every moment we are extending out (giving) energetic vibrations, through our thoughts, emotions, words and actions. The energetic vibrations multiply in reality returning to us more than we gave. This expansion is “life”.

Giving is our creative power.

What we give we receive. Giving and receiving function as a singular creative act. Each thought, emotion, word and act flows out from us into reality and comes back to us in a variety of experiences. We are spirit who unceasingly gives of itself to create a reality of its reflection. Giving is our creative power, so why would we ever give what we don’t want to receive?

In a mind of darkness, or unawareness of Truth, we are blind to the connection between what we give and the experience we receive as a result. We attack another with our thoughts, then experience attack back from our reality, and mistakenly accept the cause as something other than what we gave out. In this misplacement of cause, we continue to create what we don’t want, unaware of our creative power to shape reality. What we give is the cause of everything we experience.

Through a metamorphosis of beliefs, what we give changes. When belief ultimately leads us to the Prayer of I Am, and we know the Truth of ourself, we recognize we possess every divine attribute in abundance, then we freely give of our limitless resources.

When we know the Truth, we are connected to the divine Mind, so that what we give is coming from the divine Mind and shining through us. We give in a capacity far beyond ourselves and always according to the divine attributes. Only when we give from this oneness, do we create true life, and thus become a life-giving spirit. The divine attributes we give are received back in greater abundance and therefore grow and expand in our reality. This is the true experience of a life-giving spirit. As we rest in emergence while giving freely of our divine attributes, we create a reality for the highest good of all.

Giving and receiving the divine attributes of Truth is also the source of all healing. If we extend fear, attack, complaining, self-pity, etc., then these vibrations shape the physical reality in corresponding forms of destruction and decay. If we give love, peace, joy, gratitude, etc., then these shape reality in vitality and growth. Emotions signify what we believe. If they aren’t of peace and joy, we are not shining the Truth.

Depending if we possess Truth or not, we either expand the Light or the darkness through what we give. When we don’t know our true Self, we expand the darkness of illusion, in which we experience the suffering of our own manifestations and extend suffering into reality. BUT the Light in each one of us will be expressed because even our own blindness can’t change who we are in Truth and who we are destined to become as an expressed immortal fractal of God. Any darkness is temporary and finite before the eternal ever-expanding Light.

As we awaken through giving according to Truth, we express our true likeness as a life-giving spirit, and our Light expands into creation.

Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. ~ John 14:27


Metamorphosis of Belief


We are bound by belief, and freed by knowing the Truth.

Knowing is the conscious awareness of Truth. It’s truth-filled understanding received from the Spirit of Truth, who is beyond reality, illusion, and creation, therefore Truth is received from beyond the limits of reality. Knowing is a harmonious and integrated understanding incorporating the facets of Truth. Because Truth is, knowing is the awareness of what is ever-present and true for all. Knowing Truth manifests perfect vision in the beholder.

Because knowing is possessing Truth, when we hold it within our imagination (our creative state of mind) it manifests what is changeless, ever-present, infinite and ever-expanding. It is the state of mind that manifests the divine attributes into reality.

Conversely, beliefs are our personal perceptions of reality. They are bound by time and space, because they are predicated on the past and what that past predicts or determines about the future. Beliefs produce a darkened vision, in which we don’t see Truth, but illusions appearing as real. They fluctuate and change according to our current perceptions of reality. Because beliefs contain perceptions of error, they possess contradiction, conflict, duality and opposites. Therefore, beliefs create darkness and bondage to the realm of illusion.

Knowing the Truth is Light, which makes true vision from within possible. In the Light, we are free from all our beliefs that imprison us to experience what isn’t true. In a mind of knowing, there is no duality, thus no darkness, therefore we don’t create expressions lacking Truth. Instead, we continually create experiences of peace and joy.

To obtain a mind of knowing, we willingly relinquish all our beliefs and humbly seek Truth from the Spirit of Truth. The Spirit of Truth guides us through a metamorphosis of belief that leads to knowing. The Spirit leads us step by step up the primordial staircase in which our beliefs evolve and change as they grow more reflective of the Truth. We begin to believe that knowing Truth is possible, that knowing God is possible, and that knowing our true Self is possible. As our awareness of Truth expands, our beliefs are severed from the perceived reality, so that all we believe to be true is what we have received from the Spirit. We continue to ascend into the higher realms of belief, until we hold the Prayer of I Am in our imagination which creates a momental ascent into the realm of knowing.

When we possess a knowing of the Truth, we are one with the divine Mind of Truth. This oneness of Mind grants us all that is ours in Truth (all the divine attributes) that we previously didn’t recognize because of blinding beliefs.

Knowing is to be reconciled to Truth. Truth reconciles us to God, to our true Selves, and to all of creation. Knowing creates a harmonious perception between two or more souls because it is based on a singular Truth that conveys perfect meaning without duality or conflict. It is the state of mind in which we experience oneness as the expressed Truth of God. 


“And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent.” ~ John 17:3

Beloved, now we are children of God; and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. ~ 1 John 3:2

“And the glory which You gave Me I have given them, that they may be one just as We are one:”  John 17:22


Giving is Gain


The Spirit of God (The Spirit Essence of Truth and Divine Love) is a Spirit that constantly gives all that it possesses. As we awaken to our true Identity within this Spirit of Life, we too abide in a continual state of giving from an endless abundance.

Fashioned in our Creator’s likeness, we are an ever-flowing fountain of the attributes of Truth (eternal peace, ever-present joy, invulnerability, unconditional love, divine harmony, perfect abundance, holiness, etc). As these attributes pour through us, they are reflected back to us from our reality, but in greater expressions than what we gave, thus we gain, which in turn we are able to continually give more. As we give from this endless abundance, others gain and so do we. Thus, the fruit of giving is pure joy that is experienced by all.

Giving is gain. It is the source of ever-present joy.

Divine attributes are expressed through divine emergence, and only through emergence. Emergence is the divine presence of God orchestrating our experiential reality through our thoughts and expressions for the highest good of all. Because knowing what the highest good for all is beyond our knowing, we rest as an open gate as the supra-consciousness of the Mind of God shapes our reality through our consciousness. This dynamic is the nature of our oneness with God. Emergence is divine harmony expressed, experienced and known from our Source, through us and to others. It is the flow of the divine attributes from the divine Mind, through our fractal component of the divine Mind giving shape and experience to the reality of forms. It is a continual act of God’s expressed love to all through us and therefore to us.

When we rest in emergence, we are constantly extending the divine attributes into reality in a perfection beyond our conscious awareness. Because what we give, we receive, in emergence we are constantly receiving expressions of the divine attributes back from our reality.

Giving, in accordance to Truth, is gain and not sacrifice or loss to anyone because the source of giving is the Eternal Source of Abundance, God. The idea of sacrifice comes from the finite sleeping mind, which inherently believes it is separate from its divine Source. Because it believes in lack, it creates a reality of lack. Perception is reality.

Giving begins with our thoughts. 

The likeness in which we imagine others and situations is what we create. Our imagination is the creative center of our mind. If we imagine lack, sacrifice and loss, this is what we manifest. To create a reality in which all gain, we first recognize giving begins with our imagination.

What we imagine for others is one of the most significant ways we give (the essence of prayer). When we fill our imaginations with the expressions of divine attributes, we hold in our thoughts the experiences and feelings of unalterable and continual peace, joy, harmony, abundance, and etc. for others. For example, through our imagination we create a peaceful scenario in another’s life, and therefore we give them what we know we consciously possess in Truth. Likewise, we can give any spiritual attribute we are aware of such that others can be benefited by these attributes. As we let go of contradictory imaginings and rest in emergence, by which these attributes are translated into forms and experiences in reality, these imaginings are perfectly expressed in reality. To give our imagination to Truth is fundamental in experiencing true abundant giving that manifests ever-present joy.

Joy is the fruit of Giving.

When we begin to awaken, this all important element of Truth that states Giving is Gain can be hard to accept in certain areas of our lives where we convinced ourselves that we don’t have enough, giving is loss, or giving demands sacrifice. It isn’t giving that demands sacrifice or loss, but our belief in sacrifice that creates reflections like itself. However, as we continue to give our faith to Truth and give from a mindset of abundance, our reality will testify to this Truth by returning to us more than what we gave and therefore strengthening our belief in it.

Giving is pure joy, and joy is the reflection of our true inner being. Our nature is to continually give of our endless Source and therefore be a reflection of that Source into Creation.


So let each one give as he purposes in his heart, not grudgingly or of necessity; for God loves a cheerful giver. ~  2 Corinthians 9:7

“Give, and it will be given to you: good measure, pressed down, shaken together, and running over will be put into your bosom. For with the same measure that you use, it will be measured back to you.” ~ Luke 6:38


2020 Vision



The year of perfect vision. A year of seeing the Light.

Perfect vision comes from a mind governed by Truth. A mind governed by Truth is a Light in and to the world.

Truth is. 

Truth is the divine governing presence of God. It is the will of God. It is the ways of God. It is absolute and changeless. It is ever-present.

Truth is the awareness of perfect Oneness and the knowledge that there is nothing else. Therefore as we seek Truth, we come into the knowledge of our true Self, who is the expression of the mind of God (Truth), therefore one with God.

Our outer reality is a projection of our beliefs. Therefore, each one must ask the question: “What is the source of my beliefs?” The source of true beliefs is the Spirit of Truth, and we only receive Truth by communing with the Spirit.

Truth consists of various inseparable elements, that make up the whole of Truth, like the colors of a rainbow that make up the whole of visible light. When we consciously understand these elements, they express Truth’s effect, divine love; which is the experience of ever-present peace, joy, harmony, and holiness. Each component of Truth is inseparable from the whole. Therefore in order to experience Truth, we need awareness of each element. This integrated understanding is the content of our spiritual journey up the primordial staircase. When we received the required elements of Truth and give ALL our faith and belief to Truth (and no longer to what we judged to be true), then Truth is consistently experienced.

Truth’s light reveals who we are, an immortal fractal of the mind of God. Until a consciousness truthfully knows itself, it believes it is something it is not. Initially lacking self awareness, our consciousness developed its own relative truth based on its perceptions of its external self and reality. Upon these perceptions, it constructed an entire belief system. We are imprisoned to this falsely contrived belief system until we seek Truth from the Spirit of Truth.

Through revelation received from the Spirit, we grow in awareness of Truth and become conscious beings with a deep awareness of our Self and God, which is a reflection of our oneness with Him.

The Truth sets us free. It gives us perfect vision and allows us to see what is. It goes before us to create a reality that continually expresses joy, harmony, peace, and abundance. Its light gives perfect vision so we see ourself as we truly are and experience what has always been. With 2020 vision, we are a Light in and to the world.


The lamp of the body is the eye. Therefore, when your eye is good, your whole body also is full of light. But when your eye is bad, your body also is full of darkness. ~ Luke 11:34

“You are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hidden.” ~ Matthew 5:14

“The Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you.” ~ John 14:17