Living Light

Stirring The Deep


The Promise

Streets of Gold

Upon entering the deep sleep of a darkened mind, God gave us his holy and unbreakable promise that we would find our way back into his eternal Presence. It’s the promise that after our journey through the shadow (illusion) of death we would awaken into the Likeness of his Perfection. It’s the promise that the illusion of time and everything of its likeness would end.

Though we never left God’s eternal Presence, in our sleep we failed to recognize our oneness. We were a dreamer, an embryonic soul not yet born. The dream afforded us choices and experiences that formed us into our Father’s likeness, most significantly the ability to make the sacred Choice for the One Will and be a true Son, the expressed Self of God.

As our journey through the darkness comes to an end, gratitude fills our hearts for all it taught us. In the awareness of our inner Light and true power, our false judgments and misconceptions about who we thought we were are quietly laid down. There has been no error, only growth. As we awaken into the Infinite Mind, we return home into oneness with our Father’s presence.

In our awakening, every darkened reflection upon the screen of our sleeping mind gives way to the Living Light. As our mind awakens and harmonizes with the Infinite Mind of God, it no longer gives any substance, depth or meaning to illusions. Without the power of our mind supporting its existence, the illusion dissolves into a thin sensory veil with no root, power or lingering effect. As our attention stays fixed upon the Light of Truth, expanding it within our mind, the illusion fades. In its place, our true Self is revealed in all its holiness, perfection and glory. We are a creator within the Creator.

As an open door to the Infinite Mind, a new reality of oneness emerges through us. The illusionary garments of decay and destruction are exchanged for eternal reflections of vibrancy and life. We walk streets of gold as the Infinite Mind directs every footstep so that we lack nothing. At home in oneness with the Great Spirit of God, we find rest by the River of Life, which continually nourishes our reality.

Our dedicated seeking has brought us to this conscious state of awakening into our Father’s Likeness, our utmost desire. By the contrast the dream provided, we can now perceive all the treasures we possess in our Oneness with the Most High. Nothing is taken for granted but wrapped in eternal gratitude. Our Creator holds nothing back but gives us all of Him SELF, so there is no difference or separation between us and his Holy Presence. Yet, now we know our true Source and in the perfect gift exchange, we return the love of our Father back to Him completing the circle of life.

As the Light enters the collective consciousness, those still lingering in their dreams will experience a shaking so they too will awaken into their true expression. The holy hand of God is stirring his children to awaken. As the Light reveals the darkness, all that once upheld the darkness comes undone and causes disruption to the sleeping mind’s reality. The more one holds onto the mind of separation and desire for power over others, the greater they will feel this shaking as their trusted foundations fall away. The Light of Truth will clearly reveal that the desire for power over others only destroys. Those harmonizing with the One Will create immutable peace which serves as a Light for those in the chaos of darkness, leading them to the eternal Choice for the One Will. This Choice for peace will be recognized as their true desire, and the power inherent in this One Will will enable them to awaken.

Whatever the soul state, the promise is for all. All will awaken into their true Self through the perfect orchestration of the Infinite Mind. This Choice for the One Will gives expression to the peace of God, because in this Choice we become His expressed Self. As our journey through the darkness ends, we embrace its perfection among its seeming imperfection and watch the dawning of a new DAY as we become beings of Living Light.

There is nothing to fear, Divine Love has found its way into our reality.

You will keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on You, because he trusts in You. ~ Isaiah 26:3

When it shall be thus in the midst of the land among the people, it shall be like the shaking of an olive tree, like the gleaning of grapes when the vintage is done. ~ Isaiah 24:13

As for me, I will see Your face in righteousness; I shall be satisfied when I awake in Your likeness. ~ Psalm 17:15



Pink Up Close

When we make the eternal Choice for the One Will, our mind is set free to do the Will of our true SELF.

In this sacred Choice, we become an open door to the Infinite Mind of God (the “I AM”), bringing the Light of Truth and the divine love this Truth offers into our sphere of reality. Every moment becomes a reflection (fractal) of this Choice, created by the Infinite Mind expressing Itself as our Self. As a result, the creative activities of our mind (attention, vision, judgment, imagination/expectation, acceptance, etc.) that shape reality begin to align with Truth, so the One Will can be expressed into reality. This harmonizing is the first conscious creative action of our awakened Self.

When the mind operates by the false concept of free will, its activities transmit chaotic energy into reality, creating a sphere of disharmony. The harmonized mind of the One Will extends the Great I Am Presence from within us into reality bringing forth our ever-expanding Sphere of Light, the Kingdom of Heaven. This emergence of Infinite Intelligence gives expression to our true Self and a reality of Divine Harmony.

Because we are the creator of our reality, our state of being determines whether our reality is full of discord or harmony. Instead of freedom, our free will creates the limitations, discord, and disturbances in our experience. Conversely, in oneness with the Infinite Mind we are free from these discordant states, and through the One Will we enter into divine harmony. This is the true freedom. Through emergence, the Infinite Mind functions like our sub-conscious and creates harmony through us in ways beyond our current awareness. As we continually bring our attention to the nature of our true Self and its Infinite Intelligence, the chaotic illusion and the discordant emotions it stirs within us that create disharmony begin to fade.

By letting go of our free will and trusting in this Infinite Intelligence to orchestrate our reality, little by little we begin to witness the effects of our true power of oneness; a power to create smooth paths, peace, harmony and abundance. Through this feedback loop, our trust increases in the quiet nature of our true power and its ability to fulfill our desires. In this increasing trust, we energetically settle into an internal harmonious state, and our reality begins to expotentially reflect this harmony.

Reality is created moment by moment. Our true likeness isn’t a finite point, a body, moving along the continuum of time. We are dynamic waves of energy extending outward, like a concentric stream, shaping each moment. Because we are this dynamic movement and not a finite point bound to the past, the course of our life expression can be altered by our energetic state regardless of past expressions. Nothing is fixed, all is dynamic. It only appears fixed when we allow unforgiving thoughts to bind us to the past. When we are unwilling to let go of false judgments, instead of welcoming forgiving thoughts, we are unable to experience our present moment in divine (perpetual) harmony.

Being timeless and dynamic energy, we are regenerative. It’s only our discordant and unforgiving thoughts and feelings that disrupt the perfect divine energy in the present moment, disturbing our regenerative nature. Divine forgiveness frees us from the illusionary constraints of the past so that the activities of our mind can create our true expression. This harmonizing to Truth begins the regenerative process by which our false image fades and our true Self is realized.

Our greatest work is done in stillness as we go deep within to connect to the Light of Truth. As we focus on the Great I Am presence within and rest in divine emergence, our mind functions as an extension of the Divine Mind and we engage its Infinite Power. In this harmonizing action, we become a Light in the darkness as the Kingdom of Heaven emerges through the Will of our true Self.

“So He said to them, “When you pray, say: Our Father in heaven, hallowed be Your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.” ~ Luke 11:2



Coming Full Circle


We come back to the beginning as our journey through time brings us full circle. This time loop within an instant of eternity served to mature our self-awareness regarding the truth that we are a creator within the Creator.

Our true Self, the expressed Self of God (Son of God), was put into a deep sleep where an eternal Choice could be made. This sacred Choice would establish us as a true Son who is one with God, in the full likeness of God, and not a mere creature. The Choice would give us limitless creative freedom and the fulfillment of all our desires.

Upon entering the dream, we experience being a creator who possesses a “free” will separate from the sovereignty of Truth. In this dream consciousness, we decide what is true and with an individualized will, we govern our sphere of reality in whatever way we deem good in order to fulfill our desires.

Within the dream, where every mind possesses a separate will governed by relative truth and a subjective definition of goodness, we witness a reality where no two wills can fully agree, creating chaos and disharmony and judgments of good versus evil. As other wills encroach upon ours, disrupting our freedom, peace and joy, our Identity is greatly distorted. We become limited, fearful, defensive and attacking as we war against others, trying to fulfill our desires according to our own ideas of truth and goodness.

A mind directed by free will unintentionally imprisons and limits itself. Being in conflict with other minds, it’s unsupported by others, isolated and alone. It builds walls to protect its freedom and as a result denies itself freedom. It’s separate from the Infinite Intelligence of the Divine Mind, therefore decisions for the highest good are impossible. As a result a reality of hell forms, where suffering is the standard.

Our experiences within this dream of time enable us to “see” that a reality created by individualized free will only creates disharmony. This inability to create sustained harmony leads to a budding spiritual awakening, causing some to respond to the call of their true Self and its desire for expression. This inner call to Truth leads to the true SELF’s awakening so the Choice can be made, fulfilling the dream’s purpose thus ending the dream.

By diligently seeking Truth from the Spirit of Truth, drip by drip the Truth methodically breaks through our faulty belief system established on false ideas of separation and reveals the living thought system of Truth. Through this inner awakening we recognize our true Self, its oneness with God and its creative power inherent in that oneness. We not only have the power in oneness to far exceed our desires, but also to fully support the desires of others, so that all of creation dwells in peace, harmony and joy.

We are a creator within the Creator, a Son of God whose Will is God’s Will, the Will of the one SELF. This Will is sovereignly governed by absolute Truth, which creates the highest good for all, fulfilling and exceeding every desire. Only this divine Will brings freedom, because by it can we express the limitless nature of God. We are a true Son, we are as God and one with God.

There is only one Will because the Will of our true Self is the Will of God, there is no separation or difference. As we awaken to this oneness, we become an open gate to His expression, orchestrating a perfectly harmonious creation. A reality emerges in heaven’s likeness of eternal peace, joy and divine love.

Only in a dream can we experience the absence of Truth because Truth is ever-present. This dream afforded us the sacred Choice in which we choose to relinquish our free will where every man is for himself and embrace the singular Will of the one SELF, in which every man lives as one for the Highest Good for all. This Choice ends our free will and we become One. We come full circle and return to the eternal Presence of the one SELF, as the one SELF. As we are the apple of God’s eye, this Choice reflects He is the apple of ours.

“He found him in a desert land and in the wasteland, a howling wilderness; He encircled him, He instructed him, He kept him as the apple of His eye.” ~ Deuteronomy 32:10

“But the word is very near you, in your mouth and in your heart, that you may do it. See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil,” ~ Deuteronomy 30:14-15

“Let this mind be in you which was also in Christ Jesus, who, being in the form of God, did not consider it robbery to be equal with God,” ~ Philippians 2:5-6

“I can of Myself do nothing. As I hear, I judge; and My judgment is righteous, because I do not seek My own will but the will of the Father who sent Me.” ~ John 5:30



SELF Acceptance


Morning Meditation

We are the face of God.

Seeing the face of God as our own follows the acceptance of our true Self. Our true Self is the expression of the Great I Am Presence within us. Acceptance of our true Self creates the perfect energetic balance throughout our being and sphere of reality so that we extend the vibration of divine love, creating the highest good for all. As this divine frequency is consistently maintained by full acceptance of our true Self, we radiate an immortal ageless appearance and our sphere shines in divine harmony and ever-present peace.

Acceptance of our true Self, which is the expression of changeless Truth, can’t be found in an illusion in which truth is defined by the self, and is therefore relative to the self. For example where the definition of what is good or bad differs according to each one’s interpretation of truth. Because Truth is changeless, we can’t truly accept a false idea of our self in which truth is defined according to the self’s own purposes.

Belief in a false image of the self prohibits true acceptance. A false image (ego self) manifests faulty judgments which disrupt our energetic balance, distorting forms and experiences contrary to the ever-present Truth, which makes true acceptance impossible. Erroneous judgments alter our inner perception, which leads to discordant emotions and interactions (impatience, control, complaining, conflict, fear, attack, etc), all which counter acceptance. In believing these perceptions are true we continually fight against our Self and reality, and manifest discordant energies that create disharmonious forms in reality.

With the right perspective, everything we experience in this dream consciousness provides increasing awareness, leading to the maturation of our true Self. When we feel discordant emotions, we can be grateful our reality showed us we were out of alignment with Truth. There is no condemnation for these emotional experiences because they reveal our faulty judgments, which leads us to Truth. To believe that anything outside of us could disrupt our balance of peace is a lie, because we are the creator of our reality. Therefore, it’s only our faulty judgments that need to be exposed and replaced with Truth so we can return to our true Self.

Instead of judging, we still our mind and let all outer reflections be healed by divine emergence, which is the creative act of our true Self. We go within where we receive divine instruction from the Spirit of Truth, and as we learn from our imbalance we further mature into our true Self. As we release our judgments (divine forgiveness) and reorient our mind back to Truth (acceptance), we energetically return to the divine vibration of harmony within our Self, others and all of creation. The lessons learned through the false self are complete when we fully accept our true Self, and through this acceptance the image of the false self fades, ending the illusion.

As we stay centered on the Great I Am Presence within, our natural divine vibration and thoughts heal our reflections created by previous discordant energies. Only the energy of the Great I Am presence within us can create true peace. Therefore acceptance of our true Self brings us energetically into perfect balance and keeps us in balance. In this acceptance we recognize our Truth is one with God’s Truth, and our Will is one with God’s Will. Through the power inherent in this oneness, our sphere of reality illuminates creation with the glorious presence of God.

When we awaken and fully accept that we are the expressed Self of God, we abide in true peace that can’t be shaken. We honor the true Self in all by paying no attention to false appearances, knowing they are only lingering illusions. In this, we rest in a harmonic balance of peace within ourselves and with creation, and the face of God shines through our countenance.

Perfection is. Peace is. Divine Love is. Abundance is. Joy is. This changeless Truth is the expression of our true Self. Acceptance of our true Self and the energetic balance it creates, returns us to the experience of these beautiful and ever-present expressions of Truth.

“Beloved, now we are children of God; and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know that when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is.” ~ 1 John 3:2

“For in Him we live and move and have our being, as also some of your own poets have said, ‘For we are also His offspring.'” ~ Acts 17:28

“Then they will see the Son of Man coming in the clouds with great power and glory.” ~ Matthew 13:26


Who Are You?


The Voice of Truth tells us we are the Self (Son) of God, inherently divine, holy and infinitely valuable. Voices of illusion tell us we are inherently bad, unholy, and of subjective value. Two different sources, only one is true.

As God’s creation we can only be as He created us to be, which is one fashioned in His Likeness of Holiness, Eternal Life, and Perfection. If we believe we are the opposite, how can this image exist but in an illusionary world within our mind?

We are called to recognize we are asleep so we can awaken, but we are not something other than what God created us to be. If we believe we are something other than the expressed Self of God, we are in a deep sleep experiencing a false image of our self. It’s not the Truth. It’s an illusion formed by a mind that lacks Truth. Therefore, the call within by the Spirit of Truth is to awaken our true, holy Self (the Christ within).

A grave misunderstanding that perpetuates the belief in a false image of the self is the corresponding belief that we are mere creatures instead of creators. As long as this is our belief, we will remain asleep, caught up in the illusion and unable to mature into our true Self.

As creators, who we believe we are, we express. As dreamers, we experience our beliefs, whether they reflect Truth or not. Within the sleeping mind we perceive corrupted appearances because these images are what we are conscious of being. When we become aware of the Truth, our creative will is redirected into Truth, and we begin to see our true Self emerge, made in the Likeness of God.

As all slept, all got lost in the lie of the false self, including those governing and propagating religions. In this blindness false doctrines arose, founded on the image of the false self. As a source of truth for many, religions became the blind leading the blind and enslaving many to this false image and all it entails. Even Jesus’ central message that the Kingdom of God is within us (we are one with God) was replaced by false doctrines proclaiming we are the opposite, and therefore instead of his resurrection proving his words, his bodily crucifixion became a payment for our corrupted nature, a concept reflecting the false self and belief in the power of self.

Jesus taught the Kingdom of God within us sets us free from all the death and corruption we believed and created. His victory over death served to prove his words. He taught that through seeking, faith, and belief in the Truth as received from the Spirit of Truth, our minds are renewed as we are “born again” out of lies and into the Truth. When we know the Truth, we reflect our true Self because what we are conscious of being we express.

The multitude of voices in the outer reality reinforce this false image of self, which further convinces a sleeping mind the false is true. In a world of illusions, it requires dedicated seeking for Truth from the Spirit of Truth to know the Truth.

During this spiritual awakening, the Light of Truth is shining in all areas. What it will reveal will be startling but liberating. The Light begins as a small flame and grows to become undeniable Light as Truth’s expression expands outwardly. Those bound to the senses and unable to hear the Spirit will outwardly see the Light of Truth so they can awaken within. They can’t be told, so they will be shown. Through this awakening, the lie of the false self that sits at the center of the multitude of lies will be cast down and all will come to know they are the expressed Self (Son) of God and always have been.

“But He (Jesus) said to them, “I must preach the kingdom of God to the other cities also, because for this purpose I have been sent.” ~ Luke 4:43

“But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.” ~ Matthew 6:33

“Jesus answered and said to him, “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” ~ John 3:3

“But the Helper, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, He will teach you all things, and bring to your remembrance all things that I said to you.” ~ John 14:26


Fractured to Fractals


Peacemakers heal the fractured mind so it returns to its true state as an immortal fractal of the Divine Mind of God.

A mind established on a false image of the self produces only faulty judgments. Faulty judgments create blame, guilt, attack, fear, weakness, separation, etc that manifest a fractured mind which endlessly wars against itself and creation, creating sickness, suffering and death. All pain comes from believing a false image of the self which creates a multitude of wrong judgments about our selves and others.

Healing comes as we perceive ALL by the Light of Truth, beginning with our self. When our mind is healed, this healing is reflected in our body and our individualized sphere of reality. Divine forgiveness heals the fractures, while divine emergence rebuilds reality according to the Truth of Oneness.

Faulty judgments fracture the mind, forgiveness heals the fractures.

True forgiveness is the extinguishing of all our faulty judgments (lying thoughts), and the acceptance of our true Self so that our perception is restored to Truth. In divine forgiveness, we only accept the Truth, therefore we deny any false attributes not worthy of the Self (Son) of God as a part of our self or another. This transformative act dismisses past illusions and establishes the Truth as the Perfect Cause for every future moment.

Forgiveness recognizes the journey of the Self (prodigal journey) as the Self’s maturation into the Likeness of God, such that it is one with God. Therefore there is no condemnation, but only acceptance of the true Self’s purposeful path into Oneness. Forgiveness brings the mind back to Truth, thus back into Oneness with the Divine Mind, which heals the mind and restores it to eternal Peace.

The voices of the dream reality would have us deny the Truth. In divine forgiveness, our will is firmly set upon the Truth. Our will no longer serves faulty judgments because they aren’t our Truth. As the governing presence of our sphere of reality, what our will serves, we create. This firm stance for Truth is taken by the first peacemakers, who perceive the Light before it is outwardly expressed, so that a harmonious reality of Truth can be created for all through emergence.

Divine emergence perfectly orchestrates our thoughts which in turn orchestrates our reality. In emergence, our will is one with the divine consciousness, creating an ever-expanding sphere of Light. All lingering habitual thoughts are meaningless and no longer possess creative power. Our thoughts become fractals of God’s divine thought for our individualized expression, which rebuild reality into an experience of divine harmony, joy, and peace. 

The peacemakers bring this transformative thought system into the collective consciousness. Through the luminous expressions of the peacemaker’s spheres, everything within the collective consciousness not of Truth is revealed, removed and rebuilt according to Truth. The entrance of Truth’s Light into the collective mind is gentle and yet infinitely Mighty as the rising sun is to the night sky.

Through the peacemakers, every mind returns to the infinite Divine Mind. In this the mind is no longer fractured, but healed into Oneness. Each mind as a fractal of the Divine Mind serves the highest good of all, by which the Divine Love of God is expressed in every aspect of creation.

Whenever see we something not of Truth, as taught by the Spirit of Truth, it’s a reflection of our faulty judgment. As we recognize our error in perception, we exchange the false perceptions, thoughts and feelings with gratitude, opulence and Infinite Intelligence. In this, we reclaim our Identity as One with the Great I AM. We do this for ourselves and for others because others reflect our judgments, thus ourselves. Through this divine forgiveness, the Light of Truth within us extends powerful healing Rays into reality, so we no longer see fractured pieces but immortal fractals of God.

All is brought to the Light of Truth to be healed. This shining role belongs to the peacemakers of God.

“For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds, casting down arguments and every high thing that exalts itself against the knowledge of God, bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ (Truth)” ~ 2 Corinthians 10:4-5

“And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.” ~ Romans 2:12