Living Light

Stirring The Deep


Thy Light Has Come

Thy Light Has Come

The Journey of a Soul of the Internal Light

(Part 12: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)

The cord is cut. Thy light has come.

No longer is the soul bound to the shadows of darkness, but has entered the light of day.

Possessing the divine consciousness as well as being a part of the collective human soul, Jesus Christ, brought the potential for us to be connected to the divine consciousness. And, as he taught, we must be “born again” to become a part of this consciousness (the Kingdom of God).

For our soul to be divine, we embark upon a soul journey to prepare our soul for a oneness with the divine consciousness. There are many analogies that speak to this transition that all reveal different aspects of our journey. The analogies, whether of a marriage, a metamorphosis of a caterpillar to a butterfly, or a seed maturing into a tree, build our awareness of the journey our soul goes through, thus guiding us on the paths we are called to traverse. One illustration full of symbolism is the birth of a child, thus Jesus’ reference to it. It’s a deep and rich analogy intended to guide us on the path to immortality.

Spiritual Womb

Our reality and our Creator’s reality are co-existing in a simulated state of separation. As we experience a self-determined existence, His spirit of love hovers over us as a loving Father. Thus, the erratic self-will resides within perfect cause. Everything is working for our highest good, for our Father loves us all.

The preparatory process we go through to become a divine soul is much like an embryo growing in a womb. Our divine soul grows in a spiritual womb that resides in a hidden and holy place untouched by the self-directed consciousness. This place lays dormant within us until we are connected to (fertilized by) our Father’s divine love through a sincere longing for this love. This desire compels us to connect through our spirit to his spirit. It’s through the spirit because his dimension lies just beyond this one so it’s only through the spirit that we can connect to him.

Like an umbilical cord, through this spirit connection to the divine consciousness, we gain the nourishment required for our divine self to start to form. In this connection, the mishaps of our self-directed consciousness start serving our highest good through the lessons and experiences it presents us. Through our increasing awareness, absolute truth and divine love become known in this sacred place in our soul, and a likeness of a divine soul begins to grow within. It’s within this holy place that the divine consciousness will flow into and regenerate our reality.

As these understandings of divine truth and love flow from the spirit realm, they structure the narrow way that becomes the long and winding road to freedom.

Along this narrow path of purifying truth, a soul element, which is beyond our soul yet can be a part of our soul becomes knit into our soul; the soul element of divine desire. Desire is the one aspect of our being that can be purified while we are still separate in a self-made soul, because desire exists beyond us, as well as being a part of us.

The narrow path is an arduous and euphoric journey of the Spirit of Truth teaching, instructing, prompting, impressing, convicting, encouraging, and training our soul in the ways of truth and divine love as the soul element of divine desire takes form. This element enables us to connect to the divine consciousness; thus no more separation, no more “death”. As I’ve mentioned, desire is what our soul wants to create; reactively or intentionally. Divine desire is a desire for only what is divine, thus of God’s desires for us as his creation. All contrary desires fade away as this element of soul is created. (This phase is symbolized in the number 40; days, weeks, years, time of trial and preparation)

When we gain the fullness of the soul element of divine desire, we come to “full term”. We are ready to leave the watery darkness and enter into the reality of light because through the creative element of divine desire we receive the divine consciousness that transforms and governs the remaining soul elements.

As we come full term, we begin our journey through the birth canal, which is symbolic of pushing through this reality’s atmosphere of separation. It’s tumultuous, trying, tiring and painful, as our previous reality governed by our self-driven consciousness is seen without blinders and is stripped away; which feels like a slow death. We are pressed and squeezed, constricted and suffocating, as the elements of our soul entrapped by the self-made will begin to break away as we move into our divine self. As we pass through the atmosphere we witness the layers of depravity that we created, our soul swells and breaks, as we continue to let go of all that we have been, until only a shell of the false self remains. It’s an unsettled and uprooted place of being caught between two realities, where we aren’t a part of this reality or the next. (Symbolic of the number 5; 5 layers of atmosphere)

As we pass over the infinite chasm between the shadow and the real, our frailty and dependence upon the love of our Father reaches its climax. We come to a point where all our hope and faith resides upon the One who taught us throughout the journey, the beloved Spirit of Truth, and nothing of what we see, because all we see is falling away as the new comes forth. Only in this pure faith crafted in us by the Spirit of Truth do we have the wings to pass over this chasm.

Nearing the doorway of the veil of flesh, we see a glimmer of light. It’s in this doorway that we encounter Jesus’ outreaching divine love that gives us entry into the Father’s bosom.

Once we pass through the doorway, the spiritual cord is cut. It’s the cord that connects our soul to our self-determined consciousness, thus it’s the root of this consciousness. It’s what keeps us waking up day after day in this dream-state (womb-state); whether in this life or in the next. When it’s cut, the dream is over. It’s similar to the umbilical cord being cut at our physical birth. We no longer wake up in the womb, are fed in the womb, or attached to the womb. We no longer abide in darkness or grow in darkness. We are released into the world of light to continue our growth in its blissful radiance.

As the divine consciousness enters our soul, its fire-like nature severs the old root of our fabricated self and establishes itself as the new root bringing to life our divine self. This severance is a “death” or end to our false fabricated self, and it is life to our true divine self. After the severance during a transitory period, the false self fades away as an illusionary dream, and our true self awakens as a dawning day. (Symbolic of the number of 3; resurrection period) We shine ever brighter as the divine seven elements of the kaleidoscopic rainbow soul of divinity are manifested. It’s a resurrection of our divine soul coming forth from the holy place it’s been crafted in as it’s infused with the divine consciousness. Its divine energy regenerates our reality from the shadow to the real, from the dark to the light. In this, our reflective reality of the self-determined consciousness diminishes as a new reflection of a divine soul begins to shine. It’s our end and our beginning. It’s the awakening out of the dream-state and into the reality of our Father’s divine love.

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Arise and Shine

Arise and Shine


Be Shined Upon


(Part 11: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


Deep in our soul, his voice calls to us … Wake Up.

The dream is over.

Our soul is in a very deep sleep. This sleep state commenced with the First Parents. As their offspring, we are born into this state. We’ve never been awake.

In this deep sleep, we are under the governance of the self-determined consciousness similar to when we are dreaming, we experience another state of consciousness. This consciousness is separate from the divine consciousness, which is the only true consciousness. Thus, this self-directed consciousness is a “simulated” state much like a dream. It’s unreal and temporary, yet extremely purposeful in creating our divine souls. It’s a state of consciousness before we are truly alive, that’s why we die.

“Dream” Consciousness

When we have a night dream, we enter another state of mind that while we are experiencing it, it can be just as real as our waking consciousness. One reason we dream is to reveal that we are living in a type of dream state.

God is absolute truth and love. In him, there is no absence of these attributes. Thus to be able to choose love and his governing sovereignty, we entered a simulated state of the absence of these attributes so that we may choose them; the soul state of the self-directed consciousness. Because true separation is impossible in divine love, it’s a simulated separation, thus like a dream.

As I mentioned in my last post, when the necessary potentials are fulfilled to bring in the divine consciousness, we will awaken out of this dream and into the only true consciousness, the divine consciousness.


For the collective human soul to awaken, the root of creation first awakens, the similitude of the First Parents. Then, all that was created from this original source follows. Thus, as the divine consciousness awakens the root by entering the soul equivalence of the First Parents, it begins to awaken the entire human soul. This resurrection is the soul waking up out of the deep sleep, a likeness of death, where it was governed by the self-directed consciousness, and the soul becoming conscious as it’s governed by the only true consciousness; the divine consciousness.

We awaken by love into love, for God is love. However, some will awaken by the internal light; the divine consciousness flowing through their soul. Others will awaken to the external light; the divine consciousness that flows from those with the internal light.

Awakening to the Internal Light

All the souls prepared by the Spirit of Truth awaken from within by the entrance of the divine consciousness into their souls. Thus, in their soul resurrection, they will reflect the characteristics of the Father.

These souls gained the awareness of their non-repairable depravity as an individual governed by a self-directed consciousness. While traversing this soul journey through this simulated state and heeding the instructions of the Spirit of Truth, an alternate framework of a soul, one of truth and divine love, was crafted within them. This alternate soul is housed within their false fabricated self, which encases this transformed soul like a shell. Their awakening is like a butterfly coming out of a cocoon.

They learned of their inherent lack of righteousness and goodness, and therefore sought and desired to have the only true righteousness of the Father as their own down to every infinitesimal thought. They’ve gone through the transformative preparation that constructed this alternate soul framework, which functions in accordance to the divine consciousness. It was a soul journey of gaining heightened awareness, divine desire, deep repentance (letting go of self-directed consciousness), faith in divine love, and refined patience. Because the Spirit of Truth’s preparation of their souls, they are able to receive the divine consciousness into their soul at their awakening. These will be revealed as the sons/daughters of the Father, for they will reflect his attributes, which together yield divine love.

Awakening to the External Light

Those who awaken to the divine consciousness outside of them are the ones who have not yet gone through this transformative preparation. Therefore, there is no place for the divine consciousness to enter into their soul. They are like a caterpillar waking up from a deep sleep.

However, in contrast to the divine consciousness and the divine love coming from those who possess the internal light, they will be made aware of their true soul condition. In this awareness, they will begin the journey of becoming a transformed soul, assisted by those with the internal light.

God is love. Where he is, love is. We are all treated equally according to his perfect divine love. We all go through this transformative process so that all can be united to him in divine love. This regeneration of the collective human soul will continue until God is all in all.

Deceptive Soul States

To awaken with the internal light, we are in a soul condition of desiring nothing of our self-directed consciousness and only his righteousness, which is the only true righteousness. Righteousness is creating perfect cause and effect, something only possible with the divine consciousness. And through this perfection, divine love is expressed.

Thus, the most deceptive self-determined state of mind we can possess is to believe we are good or righteousness in our current consciousness. If we believe this then we won’t be in the soul state of completely desiring to let go of the self-directed consciousness, thus our soul isn’t prepared to receive the governance of the divine consciousness, which comes in divine love, thus in accordance to our divine desire for it.

This self-righteous mentality greatly misleads those who possess it or desire to achieve it. (It’s the most cunning of states, what Eve succumbed to.) Good intentions of a self-directed consciousness may reflect a soul is learning, but they don’t produce truly good results. Only the divine consciousness creates immortal goodness, which is truly good for all. However, the sincere desire isn’t insignificant. This desire to love perfectly prepares our soul for the divine consciousness that allows us to give the divine love we long to give.

So though we grow in the desire to act in a pure divine love, any truly good results aren’t of us, but only by the mercy of God. The non self-righteousness person understands this truth.

Thus, a belief system in which we believe our current consciousness can progress into perfection keeps us infinitely separated from the divine consciousness. Instead, we must let go of our self-directed consciousness to be raised in the one true divine consciousness.

Another deceptive state is not sincerely caring if our consciousness is corrupt or not. Thus living without any true deep “repentance”. Again, without a true desire to change and/or not knowing what to change toward, there isn’t a sincere letting go of the self-directed consciousness. This divine consciousness is of love, thus it must be desired in its totality.

Both of these states and the variations of them, keep us holding onto the self-determined consciousness instead of desiring to “die” to it to obtain the divine consciousness. If we possess this soul state, then we’ll awaken to the light outside of us instead of in us.

This “simulated” consciousness serves to teach us that it’s faulty, and the only true life comes from a oneness with the divine consciousness. No matter how intelligent, advanced, loving or refined we become within its limitations, we can’t create immortal harmony in this dream-state because it’s disconnected from the divine consciousness. We have to be awakened.


The First Parents

The First Parents

Coming Full Circle

(Part 10: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


Jesus Christ unveiled the potential of being connected to our Creator in a oneness so that the divine consciousness governs us and no longer our self-determined consciousness. He also teaches us the way to its fulfillment. This potential still resides as a potential. Thus, we remain in our faith. When this potential manifests, a new heavens and a new earth will form as one harmonious unit.

The manifestation of this potential’s fulfillment goes back to the beginning where it all started, the First Parents. As their offspring, we are extensions of their spirits. We are living the potentials of their original creation of the self-determined consciousness. When the potentials are fulfilled the circle of life will be complete, and the eternal light of life will be created within the human soul. Then, we will live out the potentials of the divine consciousness.

As a collective human soul; it took two to manifest the governance of the self-determined consciousness, and it takes two to manifest the governance of the divine consciousness. Though we all play a part, in this creation there are two who serve as the connection point to the Father in the likeness of First Parents. It’s the bookends of creation. They connect this realm of disharmony, where the self-directed consciousness governs, and the realm of harmony where the divine consciousness governs. Thus, they function like a gate. Therefore, there will be two who fulfill the final set of potentials completing the human soul journey. They will possess the relationship reflected in the First Parents: a certain relationship to one another, to the Father, and to creation.

This First Parent soul journey is symbolized in the two cherubimtwo olives trees, two anointed ones, two witnessestwo on the right and left hand of Christ, among other places. Their soul journey is written throughout the Bible in many types, forms, stories, and analogies.

Birthing a creation of divine human souls from two was and still is the Creator’s perfect design. Immortal harmony grows from one perfect seed, from one perfect point. This point of perfection is where the human soul realm and the realm of God meet; which is our point of origin. God is always beyond creation. So his realm of perfect unborn potentials of divine love and truth is always beyond his creations, which express those potentials. As a point, harmony is created. Following one star in the night sky keeps us on track. This singular touch point between this creation and God’s eternal realm enables perfect governance of this realm. As everything grows out from this singular point, everything is in harmony with it. This point of God connects to the origin of the soul. When he resides at our point of origin, we are in him and he is in us, which enables his perfect governance through our individuality.

As I shared in a recent comment, the kingdom of God comes within. God’s regenerative spirit (kingship) is coming within us, not outside of us. This is the only way immortal harmony and our individuality can exist. Right now his internal light does not govern us. We each have our own point of reference so we create disharmony; as we are our own “kings”. We are under his absolute governance, yet experiencing a soul state in which we are governed by our own self-directed consciousness, thus disharmony is created. When his kingdom comes within, he is governing within us as he does in Christ Jesus. This is how immortal harmony is created among so many individuals. This will create our oneness with him, with Christ Jesus, and with each other. This internal governance creates a oneness in which we bear the likeness of his spirit attributes, which all together can be summed up in divine love. Because he comes from within us and flows through us, his spirit expresses itself through our individuality. When Christ Jesus says when you see me, you see the Father; we see the likeness of the character of the Father through the individuality of Christ Jesus. Thus, God resides at our point of origin to create immortal harmony. And, his point of origin to the collective human soul is found in the likeness of the First parents from which we all came, and are connected to.

This collective human soul point resides in the divine love space between the First Parents, like the point in the middle of the infinity symbol. This point doesn’t reside in just one or the other, but in the space between them where their souls interconnect in divine love, for God is love. This is how God is in them and yet beyond them. This is how he can be in creation, yet beyond creation. This type of connection is a life-giving connection, as taught in a creation of a child. Through this point, his spirit flows to the rest of the human soul.

Initially, the First Parents “birthed” the opposite of this divine consciousness; the self-determined consciousness. This served to create divine desire so that the human soul could manifest a soul state that could partake of God’s Spirit. Therefore, they entered into a dream-state, which we are born into. We are living out the potentials they created in manifesting a self-directed consciousness as we traverse the wasteland of a self-determined will and experience all it created. In this awareness, divine desire is created in the collective human soul. We are all connected, what we do as one and for one, we do for all.

In a divine soul state, united as male and female the First Parents represent the characteristics and likeness of God. As two parts of a whole, they represent the oneness of God in the divine love that exists between them; for God is love. The unity of their spirits as one represents his life-giving spirit. Because of the nature of their likeness to the Creator’s characteristics, through their point of connection in divine love, in which he can connect, his liquid light of life can enter and spread into the entire human soul.

As the final potentials of this journey are fulfilled, we regenerate into divine souls by the inflow of the Spirit of God through their regenerated soul. The divine consciousness is “birthed” into this realm, replacing the self-directed consciousness. Their souls reside as a singular purified prismatic soul connecting to the point of perfection in which the substance of divine love, thus divine consciousness, can flow into creation. As this Spirit is poured upon the children of the human soul and the creation they impact, all are regenerated into a harmonious whole. In this, God is all in all.



The Portal of Divine Desire

The Portal of Divine Desire

Rising out of the Ashes

(Part 9: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


The soul element of divine desire is the gateway in our soul to the open door of Christ’s soul. Our doorway is opened once this desire is shaped into its fullness. In its fullness, it becomes a portal in our soul that the divine consciousness flows into and regenerates every other soul element until we are fully divine. It’s the connection point of our oneness with our eternal Father, for this desire comes into our being from beyond ourselves in the creative space of God. Thus, as our desires are aligned to his, oneness begins to form. Divine desire contains all the unborn divine potentials for a divine human soul. And within God is every unborn potential that expresses absolute truth and divine love.

Though the First Parents were perfect in their soul elements, they lacked this divine desire. The nature of this desire is born out of imperfection. To be intimately connected to God in a oneness with his governing sovereignty and divine love, a sincere desire for both, without any reservation, needed to be created in the human soul. This soul journey into a dream-like state where we experience a likeness of a soul state and corresponding reality absent of his divine love and divine consciousness serves the purpose to create this eternal portal. Love is a choice, thus first comes as a desire. And, the imperfections we experience create the awareness and the longing to be utterly consumed by his sovereignty. God can only exist where he is God, and God is love. Thus, we must desire not only a oneness in divine love, but also a full governance of his divine consciousness.

The Creation of Divine Desire

Our soul journey entails learning from the fabricated self, shedding it, and becoming a divine self. It’s one of increasing awareness, divine desire, letting go (repentance), faith in divine love, and refined patience. The analogies: a birth of a child, a bride and bridegroom, a metamorphosis of a butterfly, and a growing seed all reveal integral aspects of this transformative journey into a new creation.

Divine desire is birthed from the imperfection created by a single rebellious thought. Symbolized by the one erroneous thought of Eve that led to our current reality. This rebellious thought was used to create this necessary soul element. Living out this rebellious thought teaches us all what one little contrary thought can create. It teaches that apart from our Father’s governance in the most infinitesimal way, we create disharmony thus destruction. It teaches the extent that we need God’s governance; to the extent of possessing his divine consciousness. Thus, it teaches us the degree to which we need to let go of our self-made consciousness.

This contrary thought multiplied and spread to create the imperfect finite self, our false-fabricated self. It manifests the state in which all our seven soul elements are driven by our self-determined consciousness, thus it negates the possibility of harmony. All of us together, as reflective of the human soul, are expressions of the many potentials created by a self-directed consciousness. Likewise, we will all be expressions of the much more extensive potentials of the divine consciousness.

By traversing this soul journey, we are able to become a perfection beyond perfection infinite divine soul. By witnessing and suffering the corruption it created, we come to yearn for a divine consciousness. In response to this longing, God creates a oneness with our soul that transforms us into a limitless divine soul in which He can dwell. In a union with him, we become an ever-expanding soul, thus growing into perfection beyond perfection; for in him we are without limit.

Letting Go

Thus, the flipside of divine desire is a deep repentance. This depth of repentance means wanting to let go of everything of our selves and our reality that are contrary to the nature of divine love, thus we turn toward everything that is divine love. But the final letting go or dissolving of this self transpires when we become a new creation of his workmanship.

When we are mindful of the instructions of the Spirit of Truth, our disillusions about any “goodness” we may have begins to fade. Our awareness heightens to what our false fabricated self truly creates. Our awareness continues to increase until we despise even an infinitesimal quark of the self-directed consciousness. In this awareness, our desire for divine love is ignited, which expands into our desire for the divine consciousness. For along the way we learn, we can’t give divine love without the divine consciousness; they operate as one.

Because the Spirit of Truth brought us to this point of awareness, we also perceive our potential for a divine soul state of ever-expanding beauty. It’s a soul condition of while reflecting our individuality to the utmost; we are also reflecting God’s. To be our own god is the ultimate prison because of our limited finite mind. For God to be our God is the ultimate freedom because of our access to his limitless pool of divine potentials that can flow through us.

As divine desire comes into its fullness, we experience an all-consuming soul demolition of our fabricated self until there is a complete release of all aspiration of our expedient driving will or power. We become as ash. In this state, we feel weak and powerless in our self, for we’ve given up our ambitions to create anything from our self-determined consciousness.

In this growing contrast between the two soul states, divine desire is manifested and intensified. It’s a long and winding journey for our soul as we learn what is of this love and what isn’t. We see by contrasts. If we don’t fully perceive our depravity to our point of origin, we don’t fully desire with all our being the divinity of God. We can’t possess a full awareness of one, without the other.

Through it all, God is using everything for our highest good. In mercy, he creates the perfect balance to sustain us in this finite soul state, and yet allows this temporal reality to have its intended effect upon our soul; to create divine desire.

Through this transition state, our new soul reflection, which has been formed by the truths of divine love, struggles to come alive; pushing through the dirt of our false self. As our new soul comes forth, we feel the intensity like a plant breaking out of the soil, or a child coming out of the womb, or a butterfly out of a cocoon. But, the struggle is part of shedding the old so that the new may come forth. And through it all as we listen, we “hear” the deep meaning of the encouraging and enlightening messages of Christ: “Repent the kingdom is at hand”, “you must be born again”, “enter by the narrow gate”.

When we come to a place of utterly fully and completely wanting nothing of our fabricated self then we’ve let go of the false self. And this awareness creates the desire to be utterly, fully and completely consumed with the divine consciousness. In this cognizance, we desire for every soul element to be divine, thus our desire becomes divine. This depth of awareness prepares us to establish a oneness with God in love. Thus, the purpose of the experience of our fabricated self is fulfilled and it’s no longer needed. Though we desire nothing of it, we are immensely grateful for the lessons it taught us that we couldn’t have learned any other way. It enabled a true oneness with our divine Father; that otherwise couldn’t have happened. Yet, now it becomes dust in the wind and a new soul reflection, pure and divine, rises out of the ashes.




Into Our Father’s House

 Moving Into Our Father’s House

(Part 8: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


Passing through the open doors, we move into our Father’s house.

As we enter into a soul connection (open doors) with the divine human soul, Jesus Christ, we enter our Father’s house. God’s spirit moves into and consumes our soul, thus making it his expression. In this union, our individuality is fulfilled and heightened. Each one of us is created to manifest a unique set of potentials so that when we assemble into a harmonious unit as one, we reflect our Creator from whom we came.

Thus, our soul journey into a divine human soul isn’t just about us. Much more importantly, it’s about God intimately integrating himself as a part of this creation in divine love.

God, as Creator, is always beyond his creations. Because his expression is love, our soul journey entails intimately bringing a part of his essence into creation, so an exchange of love can exist between him and us. In this way, his nature of divinity and love can be known, experienced, and expressed. God constructed our soul in all its attributes to be a creation that could partake in his infinite spirit, governance, and likeness. In this fusion of his spirit into our own, his likeness in this creation blooms from a oneness with our soul.

Creative Dynamic of Love

God is love. There are two intertwined aspects within his essence enabling a exchange of love that creates his divine love attribute. The soul-mate relationship between a feminine and a masculine soul and their corresponding spirits provides a glimpse into this dynamic of divine love. Thus, as revealed in the First Parents from which we all flow and are a part of, it’s in this likeness that he manifests himself in this particular creation, creating a trifold union.

In the symbolic formation of female and male as one he expresses: everything he is and isn’t, complementary components that create ever expanding harmonic growth, the creative dynamic of love, and multifaceted expressions of depth and richness of his nature and character. This relationship reveals his reflection, thus it can possess a part of him. Further, each soul, who is a child that is part male and female, possesses the potential of a unique soul connection with him that reveals his love to us, individually, and to others through us.

Expressions of Limitless Divine Potentials

The essence and shape of our eternal spiritual form that expresses uniqueness and individuality give expression to God, who is an entity of limitless divine potentials, which become manifested in his creations. Together as feminine and masculine along with the infinite number of expressions through our individuality, we glimpse into the magnitude of our Creator’s reflection. Through all of us functioning as one, he manifests himself in this creation as he desires to reveal himself to us, which above all is an entity of divine love.

Preparing for Oneness

However, God is holy and infinite. Thus, his likeness isn’t found in perfect finiteness (the pre-sleep state of the First Parents; the limited perfect self), or not in imperfect finiteness (the sleep state that the First Parents and we all experience; the false-fabricated self), but in the perfection beyond perfection infiniteness (the immortal state of the divine self). The previous two states were necessary to create the final state that bears his reflection.

To be one with God we must be holy as he is holy, and infinite as he is infinite. But we can’t be either without him. To be holy and infinite is to be divine in all our soul elements.

  1. Divine Judgment: Our evaluative capacity to manifest perfect cause.
  2. Divine Time: Our perceptual location in the eternal present.
  3. Divine Emotions: Our affective expressions of the sensational nuances of love.
  4. Divine Desire: Our creative intention or response of perfection beyond perfection.
  5. Divine Words: Our cognitive expressions creating living love.
  6. Divine Perception: Our level of awareness derived from the Internal Light.
  7. Divine Will: Our internal combustion to manifest immortal harmony.

Of the seven elements of our soul, desire is the one that is formed beyond our self. Desire is what proceeds creation. Because it’s beyond us and before us, it’s the one element that can be purified and refashioned while we are in our fabricated soul state. And because desire is the progenitor of creation, when this desire becomes divine our oneness with our Father starts to form, as he fills and governs each soul element.

To create a oneness with us, he created our soul that could hold his spirit. Thus to this particular creation, when he unites with this creation, he is Soul. But God is also far beyond this soul creation and by no means limited to it. In the final reflection, he enters creation and acquires the names Father and Son, as the root and the offspring. In this intimacy within our soul, he becomes our perfect Father, a root, for we take on his likeness and his consciousness governs ours from our point of origin. But also in this union, he becomes a Son, an offspring, for his soul is born into this creation out of a oneness with ours. Another significant lesson revealed and taught by Jesus Christ.

In the divine human soul, God infuses his divinity into our seven soul elements. His nature becomes expressed through our individual soul. In this metamorphosis that begins with divine desire, God makes his way into his beloved creation. For it’s in the soul, our constructs of unseen truths, that love is known, and it’s through the soul that the spirit of love is expressed. With a union so pervasive and deep, he governs all as he is the smallest point and yet expands into all of creation. He fills all that we are, and all of creation.

In my Father’s house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. John 14:2-3


The Soul’s Expressive Elements

Intermingling Souls &

The Soul’s Expressive Elements

 (Part 7: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


The quintessence of Jesus’ teachings has withstood the vicissitudes of time and reveal how we become a divine human soul, as he is. Listening throughout the ages, we hear enlightened souls echoing in parts and pieces similitudes of his words regarding this divine transformation.

The word pictures Jesus Christ painted; the narrow path, the narrow gate, the mustard seed, new birth, the two commandments, the washing of the word, I am the way, truth and life, the truth sanctifies, and many more, when interlaced provide us with enigmatic counsel to the way into our Father’s bosom, thus oneness with him. The Spirit of Truth, who flows from the Father, details and explains these truths through our experiences, quite meditations and progressive soul journey. It’s by following the truths these word pictures portray and the instructions of the Spirit of Truth that our soul is prepared and transformed to receive and give divine love, thus to be united to the Father. In this joining, we ascend to immortality.

Because Jesus’ soul is an extension of the Father’s divinity, it’s through a brotherly oneness with his soul, whether directly or through one connected to him, that we are connected to the Father and dwell together as one within the divine consciousness. In this synergistic connection, one soul is joined to the other and oneness is established. We step into “the kingdom of God” and the Kingdom moves into us.

Being of divine love, Jesus is readily available to connect with us (like an open door); however, our soul has to be prepared to receive and give this kind of love. To be intermingled at this depth with divine love means we give divine love. Because of our corrupted soul state, we’re called to embark upon a transformative journey to accomplish this union, like a bride preparing to marry her groom. We are “called” because love is always a choice. We can experience divine love externally, but for it to be a part of us so that it enters our soul and flows through us, we have to be a soul that can receive and give this love.

Jesus Christ brought to us the incredible potential to be divine love, and then he taught us how to be transformed that we may actualize this potential and become a divine human soul.

Intermingling of Souls

Being a part of a collective human soul, we can connect to specific souls on a variety of levels. To connect to Jesus, a pure soul, in a oneness so that he is in us and we in him, thus we are a part of the Father, is the deepest of connections that is fashioned in and by love.

In sincere love, our souls can intermingle in such a way that creates an inseparable bond. A sincere love contains only pure desires and intentions, though unlike divine love, its expressions aren’t yet perfect. But it’s a step along the journey prior to divine love. This love always seeks unity and unity is created when this love is given and received by both parties. It forms an unbreakable bond that even death can’t sever. Through my beloved brother John, I understood how two souls fashioned in this way remain linked across dimensions, and how impactful this cross-dimensional bond can be.

Further, for this type of intermingling of souls we must personally know the other person; not an image of them like a movie star, not abstractly like an ideal spouse, or not in theory like how we might conceptualize them to be. We know them personally and intimately like we would in a marriage or a close friendship. Finally, when this bond is established, we care about what and whom they care about. It’s through these types of soul connections that divine love spreads soul to soul.

Because our soul is bound by the self-determined consciousness, we go through a transformation that enables us to unite to the divine consciousness of our Father. It’s a process of shedding one consciousness and obtaining another, that manifests a new soul, a divine soul. And because we are a living entity with individuality, the transformation our soul undergoes is a metamorphosis like a worm to a butterfly.

The detachment of our soul from a self-determined consciousness (death to self) is done while we are alive or we would cease to exist and loose all individuality. To continue to live as a soul, an alternate framework of soul has to be fashioned while the old framework slowly fades. The new is built along with the old, and when the new is ready the old is totally removed, like the butterfly analogy. Another example, as our soul is compared to a temple, is of a church that rebuilt their sanctuary this way. They built the new sanctuary around the old one and when the new one was ready, they tore the old one down. This way they could continue on with their services. Our soul goes through a similar process. A new soul is built alongside our old soul so we maintain our individuality, yet become a new creation, a new soul. Since soul consists of the construct of truths we hold, this process entails building a new framework of truth within us and when the fullness of our time comes, then the old one is fully removed.

The soul experience of this imperfect mortality serves many purposes. However, we aren’t intended to stay in this soul condition as Jesus so adamantly teaches. We are to seek to become a new creation rising up out of the ashes of our self-driven soul, ashes being a key word.

Soul’s Expressive Elements

The soul is beautifully complex and yet simple. Here is one perspective of an aspect of the soul that I’m learning according to my purposes. The soul is comprised of seven expressive elements. These elements create a sensory interpretation of the truths we hold. The output is our emanating spirit or our individualized energetic formation (aura). The interworking of all these elements manifests our consciousness. A divine soul projects the fulfilled promise of immortality represented by the energetic vibration of the seven colors of the rainbow (ROYGBIV).

The seven expressive elements of our soul:

  1. Judgment. Our evaluative capacity to make a decision.
  2. Time. Our perceptual location in the time and space dimension.
  3. Emotions. Our affective expression of our assimilated truths.
  4. Desire. Our creative intention or response to our current awareness.
  5. Words. Our cognitive expression of our assimilate truths.
  6. Perception. Our level of comprehension based on level of awareness.
  7. Will. Our internal combustion to create.

Each element is integrated and affects the others. These seven elements are self-driven or divinely driven. We begin our soul journey with them self-driven and darkened. When we embark upon the path of metamorphosis, they become divinely driven as they are lit by the eternal fire.

These seven elements fuse together to create our spirit. Thus, our spirit can be of the dark or of the light. Our spirit’s energy resides upon a continuum of love. The highest form of love is divine love, eternal light. The lowest form of love is the absence of love, which wears the multifaceted visage of fear, outer darkness. Where we reside upon this continuum depends upon the truths we possess and our ability to express them. The less truth, the less love (more fear). The more truth, the more love. Our journey is one of moving out of the dark and into the eternal light. We regenerate in soul, spirit and body from the inside out and the metamorphosis begins with the development of divine desire along the narrow path.



A Divine Human Soul: Part 2

A Divine Human Soul

Coming to know the Man of Divinity (Part 2)

(Part 6: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)



There is one who in his soul holds the most precious gift. Through his soul our divine Father extends his hand across the infinite chasm to pull us out of the pit of the self-determined consciousness and into his divine consciousness.

Though the word love has lost its substance, when we regain its truth by engaging the teachings of the Spirit of truth, we learn there is nothing greater or more powerful. For it is love, a divine love, which is the highest form of love, that connects us to the soul of our Father, for he is love. As I’ve learned about this divine love, it is through this love that my soul encounters this pure soul, who some know as Jesus Christ, who is the outreached hand of our Father. We each possess our own unique perspective on the relationships we hold. Here is a glimpse of my ever-expanding awareness of the beloved soul of Jesus Christ.

Soul is the cumulative unseen truths within an individual that interact in a particular way. Spirit is the energetic atmosphere those truths manifest. Our Father’s truths manifest love. And for this creation, Jesus’s soul is an extension of our Father’s soul characteristics, and thus emanates a likeness of his spirit.

While we are born out of the generational spirit of separation, which flows from the First Parents, Jesus’ soul purposefully entered this realm of the human soul through an inlet of purity. He possessed a purity of soul and spirit that manifested his intimate relationship to the Father. This connection was symbolized in his baptism in the Jordan, where metaphorically the two dimensions meet, and more fully manifested at his resurrection, which reveals his immortality. With this connection, he is a trans-spherical soul connecting this dimension and our Father’s. Being born a part of the human soul he is connected to all of us, and being a pure soul, he is connected to the Father. He is a divine human soul who resides as a doorway into the realm of the Father.

Link of Love

Our Father’s love has always been there for us, but for this part of our soul development, in which we learn by and from the darkness, his love exists outside of us like a spirit that hovers around us. But this separated state is ending. Jesus’ purpose is to bring about that end, thus a new beginning of living and growing by the light. Through him our Father introduced a new potential into the human soul; the potential for the divine love and consciousness of our Father to be within us and no longer outside of us. Thus we could be one with the Father, our Creator, and our Source.

Being linked together into one collective soul, we all affect one another to varying degrees based on our soul condition. We also possess the ability to create deeper soul connections between each other in a multitude of ways and depths. Our ability to deeply intermingle as souls is based upon our similitude. When our souls intermingle we share parts of our soul with another. I’ve learned this most beautifully through the soul-mate soul.

Jesus’ soul condition is that of divine love. When our soul element of desire is transformed into divine desire, then we possess a similitude with his soul that enables our souls to intermingle, thus for divine love to be received and given. Desire expresses what our soul wants to create; reactively or intentionally. Intentionally being the stronger of the two. Divine desire is a desire for only what is divine, thus of God’s desires for us as his creation. The formation of this divine desire is crafted along the narrow path that leads to the narrow gate; Jesus’ soul.

Stepping into the Home of His Soul

At the end of a very long and winding road, I came to the home of Jesus’ soul. At first my soul eyes seemed to be unable to open wide and he told me they simply had to adjust to the light. He told me to be patient like waiting for the dawning of a new day, and to settle in the moment and let every concern fall from my soul like leaves falling from a maple tree.

His inner beauty overwhelmed me as its familiarity from my visions transitioned into an experiential reality. A complexity filled the chambers of his soul from the numerous truths he had accumulated. Yet the complexity manifested a simplicity of atmosphere, which as it engulfed me I knew was the lucid substance of divine love. His soul enfolded me more gently than the soothing touch of a mother’s hand. Yet its inherit authority trumped all other power. Though his space seemed to consume mine, it heightened my own individuality.

The treasures that my soul eyes beheld are beyond what my stick-figure words can express. His likeness of the divine love I had come to know filled the air. With every breath, the vapor of this love filled my own soul until my breath seemed to become one with his. A love without limit or condition occupied every crevice of his soul so that nothing was untouched by it. His divine intelligence and wisdom possessed a methodical movement of expansion like the incoming tide upon the shore. Everything about him was magnificent, approachable, comfortable, and free. His stilling peace quieted the waters of my soul soothing every weary wave. His soul felt infinitely expansive and yet intimately engaging. My individual expanse was far smaller than his, like a younger sister in the presence of a much older brother. Though I was much smaller than he, his honor lifted me. No darkness of thought existed but only a pure light that gently consumed my own little light.

My soul swelled with the divine light, and every part of my being lifted to a higher frequency. In this higher atmosphere our souls found a unity that gave me entrance into the realm of our Father. In this space, I stood on the doorstep of my Father’s house. All separation had come to an end.

Divine Desire

Being of divine love, Jesus’ soul is open wide in love to each one of us, for divine love excludes no one for any reason. But being love, we must desire it for love is always a choice. And being divine love, we must desire divine love, God’s love, with all our heart, soul, mind and strength. Divine desire creates an open door in our soul in which the divine consciousness of our Father flows in. Jesus Christ’s soul resides as the door into the realm of the Father. When both doors are open, oneness is imminent. Through him we return home, and home returns to us.



Liquid Light from the Mountaintop

Liquid Light

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Over the weekend, I received a beautiful experiential vision…

In a vast field, a youthful feminine spirit sat in the cooling shade of an enormous tree. From her posture one could see she was immersed in contemplative prayer. Heaviness cloaked her form, as her mouth silently echoed her soulful longings. Despite her youthful appearance, a magnitude of profundity draped her pensive state.

In the atmosphere of her spirit, she heard a call to meet a fellow and beloved soul, who stood waiting on a familiar mountaintop. This soul had been a teacher, counselor and friend through many and varied sojourns of her soul. Her heart swelled with anticipation of seeing her cherished friend. She beckoned her soul-mate to join her, who also knew this admired soul. As if time ceased to exist, her soul-mate’s hand immediately slipped into hers.

Moving as a wistful breeze, they ascended the mountain, hand-in-hand. Gazing into the distance, her longing and hope-filled eyes beheld the one whose words had been like springs of water in a desert land. Even at this distance, his countenance radiated like an awaking sun as it engulfs the darkness of the fading night. As they drew closer, the synergistic connection between their kindred spirits grew stronger.

Then her eyes met his gaze for the first time. All her prior engagements with him had been in the spirit, as if speaking through an impermeable veil separating two rooms. Until now, she had yet to behold him face-to-face. She fell upon his neck with exuding joy. Though she or her soul-mate had not seen him before, their union was that of old friends, for they had spent many days and nights together conversing about the deep treasures and mysteries of the spirit. Then, the three souls merged into a singular brotherly kinship.

As they released their embrace, their friend’s form began to take on the appearance of a translucent crystal; an essence that was complex yet clear. It was if they could see through him into another dimension. Then the most glorious sensation that was profoundly gentle and yet strong came from beyond their friend, moved through him, and penetrated the depths of their souls. This incoming essence from beyond was also familiar to them, for they had learned of its likeness, yet to feel it was unlike anything they had felt before.

With the inflow of this Spirit’s magnitude, the soul-mates crumbled to their knees as they cleaved to one another. As the overwhelming Essence of perfect eternal love filled them, they opened their mouth in a tender cry, which carried volumes of gratitude, joy and relief, the long awaited words, “Abba, Father”. Their divine Father drew their souls into his bosom like ones coming home after a long and arduous journey. Like a dawning day, his immaculate love flowed into them and regenerated their souls as it deliberately and gently brought waves of healing and nurturing to all the wounds and weariness their soulful journey had inflicted.

The one who had always been without, shining like a star in the night sky, was now within as an eternal illumination of a trifold union of divine essence. As their adored Father began to consume and intermingle with their souls, they experienced the oneness that their teacher had requested in his own prayers; I in you and you in me, and we in them. As their Father’s enveloping spirit began to overflow their souls, he streamed down the mountain like liquid light and left nothing untouched by his presence.



Our Link to Divinity: Part 1

Our Link to Divinity 

Coming to know the Man of Divinity (Part 1)


(Part 5: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


In previous posts, I’ve shared some of my reflections regarding the prismatic soul. In the following posts I hope to share some of my more granular understandings of how the light, the divine love, enters into our soul.

One of the most debated, controversial, impactful, misunderstood, loved, and hated souls is Jesus Christ. Just his name alone stirs up many and varied emotions, thoughts, questions, doubts, and hopes. Everyone possesses their own unique perspective of this man due to the accumulation of all their personal experiences or lack of experiences, observations of how others respond to him, and the type and level of understanding about this soul, life, and purpose.

Given all the apparent diversity, this “well-known” person is not well known at large though almost everyone has heard his name. His image is peppered with our own individual perspectives, thoughts and opinions. It is covered with our own level of spiritual maturity and understanding. His true reflection is masked with projections of our own soul condition.

Spiritual Law of Projection

Our soul is like a projector that casts aspects of our soul condition onto others. We see others according to how we see this life and ourselves. So as we change in our perceptions of our reality and ourselves, it changes how we see others; Jesus Christ included. Thus, we only “see” others when we are like them or as we start to become more like them at a soul level, or if we gain a higher awareness that stems from divine love. This is why we identify with some people and not others. This is why we often erroneously judge others who are different from us, and cling and more readily accept those like us. We can “understand” those like us, because we can “accept” where they are and how they respond. Who or what we don’t understand we miss-judge, dismiss, and/or reject.

With those still walking among us, we learn and grow in understanding about who they are as we grow. But when they cease to be a part of our physical reality, their potential to inherit all kinds of images that were never a part of them is greatly enhanced because they aren’t here to dispute them. Thus over time, people no longer “alive” can gain all sorts of images and likenesses that were never a part of their nature.

Jesus Christ lived in a level of spiritual awareness that none thus far have achieved, to my knowledge. Thus, he isn’t fully understood by anyone. We can try to understand, but our understanding is limited by our own spiritual development. And he is no longer walking among us to dispute faulty understandings. (Though we can connect to him in the spirit and learn from him.) But these previous reasons are why he is so misunderstood.

With all this being said and understanding my inherit limitations; I want to humbly share what I’ve learned about this beyond amazing soul, which will most likely be several posts. My sharing is coming from what I’ve learned spirit to spirit, but not yet being the substance of divine love as he is I realize my great limitations but also realize this growing understanding is a necessary step to fully knowing.

Words in Faith Precede Substance

Since I am sharing my thoughts on this man, its good for you to know my current soul state, as I’m able to express it, as the law of projection is always in effect.

There is a creative dynamic we experience as we spiritually mature; our understanding precedes our becoming. Words, and the faith they express, are the forerunners to creating the substance of that faith. Thoughts are things. They are creative forces, if they are truly believed. We have numerous thoughts, but those we truly believe hold a creative power in our lives, and words are simply the dressings (garments) to our thoughts. They always precede the creation of the substance. This is an obvious part of our creation, yet it’s often not an established truth in our daily mental processing. If it was, we would take much more heed to our thoughts and words.

From a soul perception that precedes and is far beyond words, in the place where we learn spirit to spirit, I’ve been learning about divine love. I’m in this creative space, that is prior to the substance being formed, in my learning about this love. Thus far, my faith is being completely established upon it, and this love has become my utmost desire. All these creative precursors: understanding, desire, faith and words, are necessary before this love manifests as a part of my physical expressions, the substance.

Connecting to One who is of Divine Love

I also share my current soul position in divine love with you, because when I hear the words of Jesus Christ, there is a depth and truth flowing through them that reflect this divine love that I’ve learned so much about from the Spirit of Truth, which is the “Christ” in Jesus Christ. The more I see and understand this divine love, the more I understand what he taught and why, thus the more I “see” and know him. His words and actions continue to take on much more depth and meaning, and everything harmonizes with divine love.

Coming to know someone is a personal endeavor. If I were to tell you about me, it would give you some idea, but if you knew me face to face, you would understand me much more. And if you were in a similar soul condition as me, you would understand me much much more. As we grow in our soul condition in the understanding, nature and ways of divine love, we come to know Jesus Christ who was the personification of divine love.

Frequency of Divine Love

Think of divine love as a radio frequency that we can tap into and eventually transmit ourselves. We start unaware of this frequency’s existence, then some of us somehow hear about it and start tuning in, then some start fastidiously learning from it so their lives are changed by it, and eventually some begin to transmit it. However, the only one I’ve known in this earthen realm to transmit it is Jesus Christ. I see others with the growing desire and faith in it and walking in that faith, but that is very different from the substance. To have the substance is to be immortal.

To transmit divine love is to possess it within our soul, not by faith, but in substance. And its substance makes us immortal. The only immortal being I’ve known to traverse this earthen ground is Jesus Christ. If you are immortal, death can’t hold you in the grave. Divine love is the energy of true life. So any physical matter it is governing lives and thrives. We eventually decay and die because our energy is disharmonious and this disharmony destroys our physical matter.

All our souls are eternal in that they continue past this earthly life, but to be immortal is to be divine, which is to have an oneness with our immortal Creator. So, we are eternal but not immortal, and Jesus Christ is eternal and immortal. The more we become in tune with this frequency of divine love, the we more we can become in tune with his soul and his likeness.

More next time …



Prismatic Souls

Prismatic Souls

Of Light Catchers 

(Part 4: Exploring the Mysteries of our Reality)


Pure desires possess a magnetic quality that attracts divine love.

In this dynamic fusion, the divine love of our Creator is drawn toward and into our soul and becomes a part of our soul. It’s another step in the journey of becoming a divine human soul.

The Prismatic Soul

Our kaleidoscope soul possesses a prism like quality. Initially our prismatic soul is muddled by erroneous desires. A false self-judging consciousness creates desires contrary to divine love and this manifests a soul that is unable to receive and give the divine light, or divine love of God.

The purifying of our desires, which brings them into alignment with the nature of divine love, creates a crystal clear prism, which possesses a refractive quality. Through this refinement of love-fire, our soul is prepared to receive and reflect the incoming light.

Love is a choice. It’s experienced when it is given and received, both voluntary actions. Thus, for us to experience an inflow of divine love, our souls have to fully desire to receive and give this sacred love. When we hunger and thirst for this love, we go through an intense preparation period that refines and aligns all our desires and longings in accordance to this love. After the dust has settled, we realize we’ve come to soul state of sincerely and utterly desiring with all our heart, soul, mind, and strength the divine love of God.

The Divine Light

God, as the Creator, is always beyond creation. As we express ourselves through the things we create, he expresses himself through his creations. How we experience God, who is always beyond creation, is how he chooses to manifest himself through creation. And for God, who is love, he creates a synergistic expression with and through our soul, an entity created to exude love. In this fusion, he expresses his infinite and limitless love through the innumerable and vast individualized expressions of divine human souls; Jesus Christ is an expression of this divine human soul.

In his essence, God is like a pure white light. His light consists of the harmonious unison of the characteristics of divine love. This pure white light holds limitless potentialities of expressions of divine love, unborn expressions of truth. Through the construction of our prismatic soul, which is able to receive and give his light and manifest these potentials, he is able to express himself in creation, as well as be an intimate and governing part of creation. It’s absolutely beautiful, complete, and perfect. This union is our salvation. Our divine human soul gives his light a venue for expression. And, when we are a part of him (receiving and giving his divine love) is when we truly know him. All the false images fade away and we experience the reality of his love, we love him in return, and we become a conduit of his love to others.

The Manifestation of a Divine Human Soul

Once we’ve come to a consuming desire, our souls are prepared for a synergetic union with his divine consciousness, light, through the law of attraction. Our aligned desires generate a magnetic pull upon the divine love energy of God. A place has been prepared in our soul for his love to find a home within us, because there is no more conflict stemming from contrary desires. Our soul attracts his love, for a dwelling has been made in us in which his divine love can be received, experienced and given, and thus he can be the governing entity of our soul. A match is made in heaven.

As we are pulled by this magnetism through the vortex from this reality of a “dead” soul and into his reality of a “divine” soul, we undergo an incredible transformation, likened to the experience of childbirth. After this incredibly intense transition of our soul that feels like a death and re-birth, His divine love flows into our soul as a pure light. As it unites to our soul, the potentials of divine love manifest through the creative elements of our soul and produce a beautiful array of expressions. A prismatic kaleidoscope divine soul casting a cornucopia of brilliant colors comes forth, a coat of many colors, and God is manifested through his creation. This is why Jesus said, “when you see me, you have seen the Father.” He is a pure prismatic soul reflecting the divine love of God; of which one day we will be too.

In this dynamic, we experience his love as if it was our own. Unlike natural “love” that we currently experience that is generated from our self, divine love flows through us from its Source, God. This channeling effect is how we are able to have divine consciousness, which enables us to give divine love. Divine consciousness (righteousness; which is thinking, speaking and acting in the perfect way for the situation at hand) comes from beyond us and through us, and thus not bound to our limitations. Through this dynamic fusion with our Creator, he is expressed through us and our utmost individuality is expressed.

This rainbow soul exuding divine love from the divine consciousness is the fulfillment of the promise reflected in the story of Noah. This reality isn’t going to end with a flood of bitter waters, but it is to be transformed by a flood of light through our prismatic souls. In this the power of our Creator’s love is experienced and known. And in this metamorphosis all creation is regenerated through immortal harmony created by divine love. And this creates life, everlasting.