We are immortal fractals of God’s eternal thought of us. As a fractal of God, we also create a fractal reality.
As fractals, each part of creation has the same character as the source and as the whole. How ever deep we go into creation or how far beyond, the character of the whole is seen. This quality is a reflection of Oneness where the many is one and the one is many.
Two essential attributes of our character as a fractal of God’s Self are the creative forces of free will and desire. Desire directs our will and will is our power to create what we desire. As a fractal of God, God’s will is free, thus so is ours. God creates according to his desires, thus so do we. Our prodigal journey (path of enlightenment) affords us a free will and desires of our choice. Though initially our desires and will are misled due to a lack of awareness of who we are, because we are a fractal component of God’s Self and our true desires and will are the same as His, we will return to the Light from which we came.
Our overarching desires for peace, joy, love, abundance and rest reflect our united desire with God’s will. Yet, our sub-desires regarding how to obtain these higher desires are initially misdirected as we experience the formation of a free will and freedom of desire.
As a budding fractal of a conscious Self, we experience a dream of separation from our Source of Truth as our concept of Self is formed. As a result, we look to our external bodily reality (which we’ve substituted as our source of truth) to fulfill these higher desires. In this disconnect from Truth, our thoughts, which give form to our desires, reflect all that is untrue and unreal and thus we create an unreal, illusionary dream world. We see illusions where Truth should be. We look to illusions to create what only Truth can.
In a lack of understanding of who we are and how we create, we see situations happening to us instead of created by us. Therefore, we respond as if we are separate from them and react as if they are real. Thus our desires of how to manifest peace, joy, abundance, love and life become distorted. We believe we are separate from these higher desires, and we seek to fulfill these desires by acting in their opposites; we “desire” war to gain peace, separation to yield love, striving to obtain rest, and death to enter life. Yet, what we give we create, and we remain confused as to why we create the opposite of what we seek.
We mistakenly look to our illusionary reality (which we unknowingly created), as our source of truth, which blinds us to the Source of Truth. Illusionary thoughts create self-deception, madness, chaos and characteristics not of Truth, and we experience a nightmare of hell.
The prodigal journey back to the Light changes and purifies these sub-desires. As we begin to awaken, Truth replaces our faulty source of truth. Desires become redirected by Truth. One essential Truth we come to know is we, NOW, possess the eternal spirit attributes as part of our fractal nature. As we awaken, we “see” these attributes within and “seeing” them begins manifesting them.
For each one of us, the journey of awareness back to the Light entails the discovery of who we truly are as a fractal of the Great I AM. With open eyes, we create according to our true Source and witness the Kingdom of Heaven in bloom.