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Changes

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Changes

 

Hi … it’s been awhile, I know. I’ve been going though a lot of changes at the soul level and because of that I’ve been “absent” from my blog and videos. I feel … “disassembled” which makes it difficult to give a cohesive expression … so much is changing. The analogy that comes to mind is when a caterpillar is in a cocoon and is no longer a caterpillar and yet isn’t butterfly either. What expression can it have? This is how I feel.

Right now everything about my experience is a bit of a guess work as these are uncharted waters for me. It is one thing to know something in theory and another to experience it.

Interestingly, I’ve been learning so much during this process … much that I would love to share for the sheer beauty, life and light the revelations possess, but being in this transition state keeps me from expressing them. I wanted to let you know what’s been going on … for I know I’ve been consistent in my postings .. and this silence is unusual. I pray all is well with all who I’ve encountered in this virtual world and that you are growing in the awareness of our Creator’s perfect love.

Author: Rachel

My passion is cultivating a deep relationship with God and helping others to do the same. I LOVE sharing with others insights that God has taught me and hearing what God has taught them... thus my blog, Stirring the Deep. My focus is on a relationship, not a religion. Life is in the relationship. I believe in a balance and unity of body, mind and spirit. I feel it's important to nurture all three for they all affect each other. I try to live in the present, where the Holy Spirit is. And I try to do all with the motive of love. I've come to believe life is a journey and not a destination. It isn't about perfection, is it about growth.

28 thoughts on “Changes

  1. Thanks for sharing Rachel! Let’s continue to give God the glory…

  2. I can relate. I pray that we both will continue to be endowed by God with the strength, courage, and wisdom needed to endure this transitional stage of life. Peace and Blessings ❤

  3. Your in the gOOd. whats next nOw is what I live in. Where you are going now can hardly be put into words that are so linear, but you seem to do it for others so good. Your faith has been so strong that only if you are willing to keep the path and be all that you can be, you will have to enjoy the pain train that breaks you and builds upon, and then get on that pain train to move full steam ahead until as many agains as you are willing to go. Its always the 101 sOlve. Its so good that you are not only patient with others but you are being patient with oneself. Love you sister. The finer things take a little more time. Don’t leave anyone behind with all those gifts you are blessed with. I find that sometimes the loops and circles that we are given in certain scales when you go back allow one to refine some of those awesome archives that were created the first few times around leading to new understandings that become endlessly deeper and rich in the word, allowing all to keep the light glue flowing like river. Unexpectedly a left hook give one a OH, moment.You or may be 12,000 others. Its so good when that hook hits you blindside from the one’s you never thought possible or is just a gift BAM! We are all blessed that you share like you haVe.
    Keep rOckiNG, and go back in time to your recorded memories. Make sure to come back to the future. Of course you probably already have. whats next nOw~ me, i am in a holding pattern waiting to take off from runway right~
    cYa 😉

    • Hi Travis, thank you for your encouraging words. I’ve learned that through patience and waiting our soul is refined in ways that it couldn’t be otherwise. We are always in a state of change to some degree. And I too, like you, have found that we “loop” back around to previous concepts and they receive new depths. As we grow in one area it affects the other areas of our soul, thus every step of growth affects the whole. How much there is to know, to explore, to grow into.

  4. E.W. here,      what you are experiencing is one of God’s greatest gifts in His teachings.

  5. Rachel, I can’t describe in words the tremendous transformation I am undergoing at the present, because I hardly know what is happening. I have gone from making 5-6 videos per week religiously for years, to hardly making 1 or 2 per week this past month or so. One thing that I can perceive is that God is no longer a ghost, but he has stepped into reality. This means that my whole foundation has shifted. That which I labeled the Rock in the past, is not quite the same now on this New Earth. Blessings, Love, Anna

    • Hi Anna, thank you for sharing your experience … I totally understand, for I’m at the same loss for words. I’ve never encountered anything like this in my soul journey. It is hard to know exactly what we are going through when we are in the midst of it, it is usually only after we have passed through that we gain some clarity. I have many “impressions” of what is occurring, but feel it is too soon to speak about them. I wonder could anything but his spirit encountering our souls in a new way create such an upheaval and transformation? And is it personal or is it impacting all to some degree? If it is his spirit encountering this realm in a new way .. then prophetic utterances would come to a end and witnessing would be the words spoken.

  6. Rachel,

    God is doing a wonderful thing in your life…right now. When building a “house” scaffolding is going up where work is incomplete and being tore down where complete…so whether going up or down it is all toward the completion of the house that God built. You are this house, a house of God, the true temple where God dwells. We thank God for this building not made with hands. God may be tearing down what man (our carnal mind) has built but this is ok too, for we are thankful for all things. I have a good feeling about what God is changing, revealing and doing in your life. Your cocoon is about to reveal a beautiful winged creature that nothing can sway or dismay. I know this, and it is a beautiful thing to watch.

    • Hi Sonny, What beautiful words … thank you. Certainly, I’m being “torn down”, so much that I feel “flatlined”. I feel I’ve lost my “self”, thus my “expression” .. but I prayed for this and longed for this, yet the experience is always different … and sometimes going through “whatever” it is .. it gives you pause. But I know of his love and faithfulness, and this is all I’m standing upon. So regardless of what is occurring, it is perfect and good. I only want to exist as his reflection. Will it be so? It is all in his hands.

      • “In……”everything”……. give thanks, for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus concerning you” (1 Thessalonians 5:18
        Emphasis mine

    • Yes, it’s like a finger pointing the way to the moon, but do not concentrate on the finger or you will miss all that heavenly glory.

  7. Hi Rachel, it is so good to hear from you. I have been following your blog and videos for awhile, and your words always seem to reflect what I have been going through. Even you going through changes during this season seems like what Im currently going through at this moment. You are not alone. May God uphold us together and guide us into His light once more. Blessings! I will wait for your fresh videos and entries patiently.

  8. Dear Rachel, you sum it up in this: “It’s one thing to know something in theory and another to experience it”
    It’s a process and a journey that and I’m there too. God meets with us in the dark cloud where He isn’t seen nor felt!
    All is well!
    Claude

    • Thank you Claude for your words … as I pass through the gyrations in my soul …the perfection of his love continues to illuminate my understanding. How I long for our eternal Father’s likeness…

  9. I pray for you for the change you are encountering may glorify God and bless you more than what you have so far.

    Stay Blessed,

  10. Ouch, you removed my question. Was it too clumsy?
    Anyway, these changes you talk about… has it got something to do with food? Since we’re living eco-systems, depending on what we eat the composition of our bacterias can change. Heard for example that around year 1900 almost all people had a particular bacteria in the stomach, but now only 25% has it or something. That surely is a change…
    Maybe you could do a cooking video on youtube? Would be interesting to see what you eat.

    • Hi .. I thought it was spam, sorry, now I recognize your number. What does it mean, anyway? I’m not sure if you are messing with me 🙂 … but there is actually some interesting things to share in relation to your comment. I’ll share it in the days ahead.

      • numerical alphabet , to me looks like a scoffer… because I know this blog has nothing to do with food, and what you were going through, was explain to be spiritual. But the main reason why say I believe a575981735977018, to be scoffing… is because of what is being covertly implied. put downs… mainly connected to cooking, a stigma men use for women… that they are to be in the kitchen cooking, and what you must be going through is connected to food. The comment from who i call numerical alphabet is worldly… the thing about this one, is that the person tried to make it look innocent, but just reading the comment alone give be some chills.

      • Remind me of this scripture:

        “Do not answer a fool according to his folly, Or you will also be like him. Answer a fool as his folly deserves, That he not be wise in his own eyes”- Proverbs 26

        I see numerical alphabet comment, as having no sense of significanse in which you truly were going through, that this person comment is trying to minimise Spiritual things, exalt worldly things. And I see his last statement as trying to get what he wants… Rather than what GOD wants and being at peace in what you are doing. This is what I see from that comment, personally reading that person comment gives me a headache because what was said.
        Hmm..

    • Where do you see in ànypart of this blog, a specific reference to a food item? If thier be none, then surely I see your inquiry as a lie and I see your comments as you pretending to to be a victim. I fine this comment of yours to be filled with transgressions because I have good send it is as your name says… Inconsequential manipulative tactics.

      Ellen G. White steps to Christ is a good book to begin knowing about Jesus, it is online on pdf. GOD is coming, for the LORD Day is at hand

  11. Dear Rachel,

    Patience and perseverance is Godliness keep it up! One thing you should not forget is that You are covered with eternal Love and Mercy and you are in the hands of eternally gracious hands. May God’s divine and eternal will overshadow upon you.

    We keep praying!

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